Leave...without a trace [Sun Bursting Remix]

The Exams.....

Nobody cares, so I guess I don't give a damn about it.

Haiz.

Tuesday. Night.

YOU Sms me.

““友谊永固”....

Initially cant guess what that means..

but after I came back from the funeral service 

I on my msn...and win sia told me about it.

Then I realized,

that was YOUR last message ...

to tell me you're leaving.

...Uncertainties and doubts clutched my heart.,

the skys were immensely dark, the dusk fell sooner than usual

sheer nothingness bristling in my hollow heart,

I can only grasp it effortlessly, trying to seal that gap.

I stared.

Left me breathless.

Yet again, I have always knew this would happen.

that day I braced myself for everything,

and vowed that I won't crumble no matter what.

And this day arrived,  still find it raw and.......painful.

You're ........the second one.

And probably wont end until SHE leaves too.

Haiz.

My destiny, why is it so cruel?

I do really want your company,

so that no matter what we do, we're always 

TOGETHER.

but I'm not blaming you.

It's just that you're not strong enough

to crash on with this brutal reality.

Told you. Reality bites.

Now it do really bites.

Bites me in my soul, darkness come rushing in,

pain sear unstoppably.

"Friendship Forever" then

Fate does not want us to endure together.

Goodbye.

Almost Alice - A Twist In My Story [ Black Ending Remix]

After Taekwondo, took a brief bath and reached McD Kajang.

And saw them.Whoa. You haven't grow a bit.Haha.

Anyway that's me , chun kit, win sia and Ching Mun...

A small gathering where the spotlight is on Ching Mun.

came back from Klang to meet us. Thanks ya.

By KTM, reached Midvalley around 12.30pm.

Lunch at McD......haha, reminiscing about those old days.

When we can still crackle with laughter...it's so nostalgic.

Haiz.

I love my life back then......now everything's changed.

Not that I'm blaming anything....I just loved it back then.

Ok we watched Alice In Wonderland. Hmm  not bad this movie.

Haiz the bad news is my great grandmother ................

I have to go back to hometown tomorrow until Friday? dunno.

will missed school a week....too bad.

Miss most of my friends. 

But anyway.....I'm still going.

A Twist In My Story.....

Reality Bites [Crumbling InnerSoul Remix]

Why does an accomplished individual needs to excel in what he/she does?

Why does somebody has to ignore everything and achieve something big?

Why do YOU dream of breaking through your barriers, so that you can be victorious?

Especially in this country?

Three WHYs, one simple answer.

Because Reality Bites.

What does reality means?

Does anybody can define it exactly?

While you're complaining about how hard everything seems to you,

While you're saying that you're slacking in your academics,

While you're still engulfed in you own cozy world,

Outside this boundaries,

The world we all knew grew colder and harsher 

with every seconds that passed.

This world is extremely unfair,

not that I didn't knew it

Yes, I may say that I knew it all along,

but this feeling of unfairness grew monstrously strong.

And I feel it ridiculously strong here, Malaysia.

Reality, turning from vague to crystal clear,

while time flies,

Most people will sit there, doing nothing.

Staring at reality, yet powerless to fight against it.

I'm not saying this to hint my strong hatred towards this corrupted country.

I love it here. really.

just that reality always knock me in the head

slap me in my face

jerk me awake my every gloomy night.

If you crave for something, please fight for it.

I'm not going to repeat the grave mistakes

that our mentor and old people had done.

Reality Bites. Torturous and menacingly.

If you have a strong desire in your dreams

Let it bring you to success, to fame.

Don't get crushed by reality.

还记得

I love this song.

Heard it over and over again yet 

I'm still wanna listen to it.

It's from my friend's blog.

Currently in my music player....

Go listen if you're free :)

Totally amazing song.~

"还记得"

还记得我曾经在那大树下

看着你的笑

秋天落叶满天飘

我澎湃的心境无法停息

因为我只想念当时的你

那时

每一分每一秒都是那么的充满回忆

如今只是想抛弃全世界

然后只陪在你身边。

[未来。。。我的未来没有你能存在吗]

Dream Apostle [Shattering Bliss Remix]

It's Over.........

Screwed theory, but well, 

no point in crying over split milk.....

Ok....things are going in that way now

Forbidden region yet I'm going to discover it

Am I still worthy? Am I still going to be victorious?

Lately too many things stirred up inside me.....

Body, Mind, Soul and Heart collide....

trying feverishly to avoid that worst case scenario.

Does everything in this world betrays me?

I see that fiery sun up there

Swalloed up by a mass eclipse.

Streaming memories rummaging in my mind

cascading to the great abyss.....and then is heard no more.

I close my eyes, yet the ray is too bright.

What will happen to me in the future?

Can I survive until my responsibilities and tasks are all settled?

[I really scare that time will come

Please, please, who can help me untie that knot?

I only ask for peace in mind

and rely upon my beliefs

to succeed in everything I do.]

重新再来。。

乱

晕

。。。。。

好想这一切快些结束

明天啊明天

我的未来到底还存不存在

那股恐惧逐渐成为现实了。。

到底

我

有没有那份执着

那份热情

那份勇气

继续坚持下去？

好想

闭上眼睛。。。。

就这样躺下去。

然后。。。。。

能让我再来一次吗？

[未来。。。没有我在的那个未来]

Crossroads XXXX 2

Well...over for a while.

Exam's over.

Feel nothing about it.

Did not prepare well though, 

everything I should've done did not go in my way.

clashing with my piano theory exam....

so I guess after that .....

The ultimate shrine I long for

I will achieve what I believe in.

Monthly test was nothing

My objective does not lie in here.

[Seriously hope everything goes well though]

Pre- Apocalyptic Famous Last Words

School exam + Theory exam= lee sze han going down to hell

ZZzzzzzzzzzz

the beginning of my "wonderful and fulfilled" life..

Time is scarce!!

I want more time!!

who can gimme time!!

[Who wanna see me falling down in my exams raise your hands!!!]

Happy Seventeen~

Pei Qin lenglui~

Happy Sweet Seventeen Birthday~

May the hope that tomorrow brings 

keep you uplifted and blessed

and may your voyage called" life " be contented 

with all our wishes and blessings~

Your last year here,

gonna miss you though :(

anyway, cheers!~