♥

So much happened, So much passed by and left only remnants of radiance on this road.
trickle of light droplets make this imagery scene a fantasy too far to dream for, to far to grasp.
Heartbeats rumble through brilliant and sunny days, laughter and joy crackles up the once so moody sky.
We walked all these ways, hand in hand, heart to heart, soul to soul. I say love, you say you.
In the middle there'd of course be twists and thorns, the path laid ahead seemed too hard, excruciating blindness.
And then there's the warm blessings and prayers which still remind me why I had first loved this world, and still loving it. 
All these days, everything changed, we will missed all the other days, missed the jokes, the tears, the laughter, the happy days. Of course, sad days and rainy scenes will stick to mind longer and deeper. They remind me why I'm still here and thinking 'it's worth it' even though the pain may be too hard to bear. Sometimes you wish life went the way you want it, but just because you get pain, doesn't mean you have to regret loving someone before. 


The way ahead, with faith and loves.


[What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok
I'm alone, but I'm not lonely :) ]

Form 4.....?

A week has passed, you ask me to describe Form 4 life in an artistic and elaborative way?

Form 4 is changing your MyVi into a Ferrari and drive it up the highway at 180km/h only to find yourself always dozing off in your car seat. Form 4 is like standing on the edge of a uber tall skyscraper and trying hard to manage your stance besides eating your spaghetti against the wind. Form 4 is skydiving from above the clouds and when you're freefalling you find yourself to be actually rising up into the clouds. Form 4 is reading a book while you're doing yoga plus playing piano plus trying hard to stop yourself from peeing in your pants. Form 4 is like a love story full of thorns and toxins and yet a sad story full of sunshine and brilliancy. Form 4 is standing together in line with your comrades and marching in unison to the plane of tomorrow, fighting off monsters along the way. Form 4 is knowing how to believe and have faith, and learning what is love through hard circumstances. Form 4 is...

In case you're too free and have a hell of time to kill, I recommend you to click the the button with a small cross on the upper right hand corner of your screen for your own well-being. Actually am I really free to do these ?I mean, write this? Not exactly. Let's see..... there's my bag with books I don't recognize in it and my table is full of books, magazines, comics, cup noodles.....and most importantly, where's my pencil case? and where's my homework? Opps. But well, actually Form 4 is just something ordinary and familiar with just a little twist in the..... time frame and a little extra burden on my sleeping routine. All those previous description were kinda like BS. Sighs. Since school reopens, I can't get any exhausting than this, seriously. Other happenings ..... were just fine. Nothing to talk about~

Btw, tomorrow we'll have band practice, so I'm gonna miss my Account class. Funny enough, all those schooling years I've been through, never had I felt this interested in a certain subject. Haha!! Anyway, ciaoss again.

[Listen to your Heart when It's calling For You]

The Other End of Rainbow is where Love Begins

I literally had my time concepts screwed up these past 2 or 3 days. Like it's a testament to my endurance and a sign for me to embrace the new winds and tides of 2011. Yes, today is the 2nd day of a whole new decade, and you ask me do I remember the happenings on the first day? Absolutely. New year had never been so mind-boggling and heart-warming.  

It's the first time I had a countdown outside my home, till the dawn of new year, and went on to many moments of realization and resolution. Anyhow, they're my family too, so I guess it's the same as in my home because I can feel the love in the air. Except the parts where we kisiao and like, turned the house upside down and blasted the air with new year happiness. It's a Friday and I woke up at 2pm and before I knew it, I went up packing to catch the bus to town with my sis, and met up with friends at Metro Kajang...we went ransacking for junk foods, haha, before Siew hong came by 'surprise' and after that we took another bus to her house. It's already dusk by the time we all finally managed to sit down on her sofa...then at night we just went to The Store to buy hard liquor, but yeah we know we cant, so instead we went for Shandys. Basketball at night with her cousin. A landslide win XD although I know I sucked all 2010. Then short after, the best part began when we finished the last dinner of 2010.

All night long, we played and blasted each other at Facebook and singing karaoke until we realized it's seconds away to midnight and a new beginning. Actually, we're late as explosions of fireworks and crackers filled the air just moments ago while we're just scrambling out of the house for our own 'countdown'. Yeah it's a lil bit too late but who cares, we're still happy just like that. The atmosphere outside hong's house was still the best if compared to any other hot spots =D Took many pics and then went inside for an all-nighter 'celebration'. I didn't and can't sleep on the first day of 2011, even as the dawn broke and the clock struck 7am, as I stared at bodies on the floor and mattress, snoring away tiredly, exhausted. Does that mean 2011 will be a year of another tragic and 'fantastic' insomnia for me, again? I'm gonna change that, I promised. 

The days after new year went by in a blur, and here I am now, staring at my monitor, occasionally taking a peek at the ticking clock on the wall just beside me and figuring out everything at once. But well, I'm too lazy and tired anyway, so I just thought I would get things going starting from tomorrow. Something nice and good will come out of it I'm sure. As for the new year resolution, I don't think I will be making a list just like the usual me, never-changing. I changed a lot but some part of me just stayed the same, and I'm kinda glad it does. Happy New year again, God bless and all the best!

[It's true that love never ends and faith never fails.

The other end of rainbow is where love begins.]