Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Dot Hack G.U.


Azure Kite, Azure Flame God

Corbenik, The Rebirth
Fidchell, The Prophet
Gorre, The Machinator
Macha, The Temptress
Magus, The Propagation
Tarvos, The Avenger
Innis, The Mirage Of Deceit
Skeith, The Terror Of Death

你开玩笑??!!

今天"强哥"公布了礼堂座位新排法。。。
就是要跟着编号坐,方便点名。。。。。
LOL
虽然是为了不会出现"漏网之鱼"
但也很麻烦下的。。。。

昨天,9月14号是许美欣的生日
是看了facebook才知道的。。。。。。
所以和我们这一gang的人设计好
本来要玩弄郭子承的。。。。。。。。
结果到了KH节。。。。。。

我:er,......美欣,昨天是你的生日hor??
欣: ermn, 是。
我:我。。。。。。。。。。
欣:什么事?
(这是全部人都期待的看着我。。。。。我是说男生)
我:我想代替邝益辉祝你有个幸福,美满, 又快乐的生日。。。。。
欣:哈哈哈哈。。。。。。。。
我:哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈
全部人:哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈
邝:(无话可说)

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

很炸到叻???????
哈哈

其实今天也很显的/。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
很想睡觉。。。。。。。。。。。。

Monday, September 14, 2009

Breaking Dawn


Today while I'm playing facebook
then came the turning point of something that had been in the dark
JAU NI phone me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BOOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It's quite a shock
when I heard her voice
my heart stopped beating for one second
and recovered almost instantly
as she had spoken to me almost too soon
So the long wait was over
the voice that I haven't heard for so long
too long to be patient and bearable
but that's not of my concern already....................

We spoke for a long time
she asked me everything
she asked me about all of us...........
at least she haven't forget us
but then again
How can she?......................
maybe it's too painful.........

she said she could not prepare well for her SPM trial
BECAUSE OF ME..............
hey man
you still haven't lost us, you know
we're all still willing to welcome you
you must know that the band haven't abandon you
So i beg you
don't close up yourself although I know you must evade us
to recuperate and when we meet again someday
there's still the same old Jau Ni lorr....................

she said she want to go out with me someday
and with the band, too..................
I'm so happy
happy that everything's solved at once
happy that she hasn't lost herself
happy that she will know that everything's not her fault
she need not to worry now la
just study hard for the SPM
and we'll be happy, too.

It's certainly the breaking dawn
what a significance.......................haiz
Hope everything will be fine soon
We cannot stop hoping..........

Saturday, September 12, 2009

作为失败者。。。。。


今天用母语来打字
最近没什么特别的事发生,然而
却发生了很多事
让我又要重新回顾一下我的人生
经历了那么多事
我赫然发现
我其实根本就没珍惜自己所拥有的一切
这个人生原则让我欲哭无泪
我发现我因为如此而失去了好多,好多的友谊
我发现自己始终是个失败者
一直以来,
我很相信“不劳而获“这个概念
因为一切都很顺利
不知死亡为何物的我
很想痛打自己一顿。

今天去band
去yellow corner 吃午餐
不小心语言触犯美葵
让她对我的印象继续糟糕。。。
walao
因此我就如梦中醒来
我扪心自问
其实我的人生不就是一片失败吗?

我不懂得珍惜
只想要别人顺着自己
我其实很自私,很愚昧
经历了那么多
失去了那么多
突然
我好想哭。
我好想挽回失去的一切
但我只能无能为力。
我是个无助的失败者。。哈哈

但是我始终相信
陪着我走我的人生的并非无人
我还有他们.
我觉得我应该替自己增值
。。。。。。。。

我真失败。
昭霓
我今天今夜有点思念你。。。。。
aizzzzz

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Damn it All

Today's the second day I have my short- cut hair "showcased"
feeling more like a noober with the days that passed by
damn it!!!!!!!!!!
I swore this would be the last haircut this year, no matter what...........
It's destructing my image.........which is self- destruct in some sense
damn it..............but I don't actually think I have any image at all
I'm hopeless.

Anyway...........life still drag on
but I've finally completed reading Breaking Dawn.......
sure as they said, the ending is not just fabulous
It's fascinating.........Wow.

Right now
I'm just randomly searching for my goals and motivation
something that trigger my innermost sense
haha.............actually,
that's just simply stupid and ridiculous.

Discover this marvelous song..........
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xXtVBJDPs6k

you'll be sure marvelling at it..........

Saturday, September 5, 2009

School Patriotic Celebrations

Those are the photos of SMJK Yu Hua merdeka celebration (morning session), 4th of August as for the afternoon session have not been published yet...........................






















Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Passe


Today is just another time- wasting- and- sucking day
yeah
just get back part of the exam papers.Wow
I would rather call my results as sucks.............yeah
Although that wasn't my fault (I know you're thinking I'm probably lying)
but I never ever foresee my results as that ..............
Unsatisfactory.Woh.Damn it.
Wong yoon ping results were better, though.
but of course, cheating on the field sure do him good.
Now that he's so jubilant that I'm the burning man there>
but turning perspective, I'm actually not all that fussed up.
guess I'm just overreacting................Hahahaha.
Stupid me.Always.
Wonder what's the turnout of my result...........

But anyway I'm just as free and floaty , maybe more, I don't know, compared to the mood
when I'm recuperating during the school holidays.
But certainly 1 week is good enough for me and now everybody (maybe half of them, the same word- I don't know) is worked up and ready to rumble for the final showdown later October
Or it's just me being paranoid?
Surely in my personal damn- it philosophy, I don't think any of the things I thought and listed
above is necessary for my being worried
Actually I'm quite happy about all that school- thing
Yeah
I'm just making a fuss of myself.

Need to see some psycho doc soon enough.
==

Anyway tomorrow sure will cheer me up......gt the PJ period......
always in my anticipation as I like to flex my joints and cartilages........
It's pretty cool............Hmm

And Friday is our school's merdeka celebration
gt a tons of performances lining up
sure will get some nice pics if I could
but probably not.Heh