In Memoriam

Today was an exhausting and tiring day
I admitted I'm a bit reluctant to head back Muar with my dad
It's so early man
8.30am.....................==

anyway after a 2++ hours journey..........
finally arrived
The way Muar's image was in my heart never changed
although there were some development.................
and sadly..........TT
my favourite Wanton Mee stall closed!!!!!!
So damn it............................
why those brothers who manage the stall had to go vacation this time??
when I'm back into your embrace???

but anyway found another satisfying stall
finally my taste buds were satisfied

after that went to our usual temple to pay respect to the Gods
and dad wants to get reassurance from God Himself
about some difficult and important decision to make
he wanted advices from Him
because it's a decision not only a promotion for him
it's the turning point of our entire family

Then we went to visit my deceased grandfather
it's been three years
and The imprint it left behind was getting better
but the fact that grandfather is the one who brought me up
that he's my savior will never changed
i can only remember those days
in the midst of dreams and illusions
sometimes tears will shed
sometimes not.

.............................
after visiting great- grandmother and some relatives
we decided to return home.
where it all began.............

Sorry This Is A Day Late ( Some shocking revelations)

well, the reason behind my delayed posting of this was because dad insisted we went back to hometown............................haiz
Let's get back to Sunday, my unbelievable day.............
After exercising we had dinner with my piano teacher
who wanted to reveal the ABRSM exam result
and which I don't really care to tell the truth...........................
but when she reavealed the result
ultimately I scored a Distinction!!!Wow

It's so unbelievable.................
so untrue
Because deep in my heart
I don't really deserve this...............
but on the other side.............
I'll just yelled and leaped
I'd made it!!
This gave me some room of my own to do some thinking.........
actually
I had to thank my teacher first
for her effective teaching I guess.................
and thank my dad and mum for supporting me............
and lastly thank myself for figuring out how things work for me
because I just knew there's something different about me
if compared to my surroundings I guess............
so I'd figured out my own principles of life.....
and thanks to those principles.............
I can survived almost everything.

So,
As a conclusion.........
The key to success is your passion
your commitment
and
your belief.

Edge

today
band was not satisfying for me
my personal condition should take the blame
the clarinet seemed like unwilling to cooperate
and huang yu's kind of angry
about our performances today

damn it..........
Something is beginning to grow in this band
kind of an edge
and somehow I can foresee where is this phenomenon is heading to
and it's not just me
well
I won't say it in details
as people said
the most dangerous weapon in this world is your own mouth
so naturally I won't spread any rumors about it

...............just hope all this will be solved
with the band's power and will.

Life's Not Getting Better

Borrow this from chun wai.....................
Hope this is another fascinating stream of stories
as I have almost run out of meaningful books to read......................

The darkest side of me

It's official holiday for all schools today
about the hari raya break
I'm planning on doing something meaningful and useful
part of me earnestly want to play Dot Hack game
and part of me want to prepare for the final examinations
I have to admit
I'm really annoying

Something happen yesterday
that left a strong and burning imprint on my very heart
that left an ache to burn through me from the inside out
You see
It's actually something less complex if it's your point of view
Linda Leong was in our class when we all settled in
and after a moment she called my name
and asked me whether I brought my Composition book
So i dug it out and showed it to her
Never did I thought before that I have done some terrible sin like that
That's unimaginable ...............

Because on the speech "how to encourage youths to exercise more"(something like that)
I wrote"......let me arouse your interests with my wonderful mouth..........."
wow
damn it
Never did I realized that that's something wrong to write in a normal essay
yeah
Linda said whenever she read my composition and sentence making
she'll be always frightened and have to brace herself..........
OMG
that's something regretful
Although I have explained that's not what i meant to write
despite the real meaning which she's reluctant to say out loud
But I can never hide from the truth
I'm really contaminated from the inside out.
what a bad idea to write those words
although I never meant like that
and what a bad idea nobody understands me.

I wonder what do those words mean???
"......let me arouse your interests with my wonderful mouth..........."

If I can just bear it
If I just knew the meanings hidden
..............
Damn it

"Touch My Hand"

Saw you from a distance
Saw you from the stage
Something about the look in your eyes
Something about your beautiful face

In a sea of people
There is only you
I never knew what the song was about
But suddenly now I do

Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand
Reach out as far as you can
Only me, only you and the band
Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand

Can't let the music stop
Can't let this feeling end
'Cause if I do, it'll all be over
I'll never see you again

Can't let the music stop
Until I touch your hand
'Cause if I do, it'll all be over
I'll never get the chance again
I'll never get the chance again
I'll never get the chance again

I see the sparkle of a million flashlights
A wonder wall of stars
But the one that's shining out so bright
Is the one right where you are

Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand
Reach out as far as you can
Only me, only you and the band
Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand

Can't let the music stop
Can't let this feeling end
'Cause if I do, it'll all be over
I'll never see you again

Can't let the music stop
Until I touch your hand
'Cause if I do, it'll all be over
I'll never get the chance again
I'll never get the chance again

Saw you from the distance
Saw you from the stage
Something about the look in your eyes
Something about your beautiful face

Can't let the music stop
Can't let this feeling end
'Cause if I do, it'll all be over
I'll never see you again

Can't let the music stop
Until I touch your hand
'Cause if I do, it'll all be over
I'll never get the chance again
I'll never get the chance again
(Reach out to you, touch my hand)

I'll never get the chance again
(Reach out as far as you can)
I'll never get the chance again
(Only me, only you and the band)
Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand, yeah

Epitaph Of Twilight

In the midst Of everything

I the Chosen One

Precious the heritage of The World's Oldest Artifact

Another Legendary poem

that's almost shrouded in eternal darkness

Yet I the savior

Unleash this blinding work of Art

Of Magic

Of complex perspective

Marvelling along the search

for the Twilight Beast

That's said to roam the very end of The World

Let there be light upon the Chosen One

To succeed In the quest of Impossibility..........

Yet to return, the shadowed one.

Who quests for the Twilight Dragon

Rumbles the Dark Hearth,

And Helba, Queen of the Dark^[2],

has raised finally her army.

Apeiron, King of Light^[2] beckons.

At the base of the rainbow do they meet

Against the abominable Wave,

together they fight.

Alba's lake boils.

Light's great tree doth fall.

Power- now all to droplets turned

in the temple of Arche Koeln.

Returns to nothing,

this world of shadowless ones.

Never to return, the shadowed one,

Who quests for the Twilight Dragon.