Rocketeer

[Here we go, come with me
 there's a world out there that we should see
 take my hand, close your eyes
 with you right here, I'm a rocketeer]

This is lyrics from the song 'Rocketeer' by Far East Movement feat. Ryan Tedder from OneRepublic. This MV's nice and the song, too. :D


It's been a month since 2011, and all I could say is: 2012 is not gonna be the end of the world. Why? because I realized that there's still many things that if not done, I will surely regret.So according to myself, the world shouldn't end :) 
January was like a rocketeer, it took me to the dome of the world and down to bottomless pit of earth. My Birthday was memorable, though :D it's a bit weird if I start babbling all these niche things here when they've already been parts of the past a long time ago. Still, some things are meant to be remembered as long as I concern.


This is the month that I've been following the band around for performances and it's been a bit tiring. Well, how can I said it's tiring when there are people that's bearing much much more? anyway, this is the month I let my beloved clar kiss the ground, twice.The upper part of my clarinet slipped from the lower part and hit the floor in both occasions, and I'm heartbroken and guilty as you can imagined.I may not show it, but that doesn't mean the tide are always calm behind the beautiful image. This is the first time that I'm actually so careless, I'm so so so sorry for every harm that I've caused :(  Please forgive me..


Today's new year's eve, the house is still the same as always.Greatgrandma's departure 3 years practice had just gone through the first year tomorrow, and according to the belief, our family can't really celebrate CNY.So naturally, there's practically zero CNY ambience in my house.What I'm doing here now is looking forward to the small reunion dinner and house-to-house visiting with friends. Haha, that might give me a little consolation.Lately, some things have been bothering me, and I'm wondering why after all that we've been through, is it my resolve isn't strong enough? Gotta slap everything away and embrace CNY in my own fashion :D 


Happy Chinese New Year and God Bless ^^