Heartless 3

Messy and Heartbreaking.......

I know it's not your fault but somehow

I just think our understandings are not so great

one just want it hushed it up

another just don't have that heart to continue..

My life is full of these uncertainties

although had prepared all the time...

never thought of it....so painful to decipher that mystery

want them to soar with me

but their wings are broken by all those

damned things.

someone said it's because improvements are too slow

someone said it's because there isn't a feeling called "home"

nothing to be driven by

no fear, no disire

doing everything in that old routinely fashion

yet somehow lost all its beauty and passion

that's not how things should be.

different perspective, same meaning.

Haizzzz

Path laid out before me [雨过天晴 remix]

my god

话说今天练习过后

去czip lee 买迎新会要用的礼物材料

过后陪秀虹聊天

以往都压抑在心中的一切都盘托而出

谢啦

愿意分享你的心事

别担心，我是不会爆出来的。

然后，

放下吧......别憋着了

加油啦。

然后叻 ==

我本来要做妈妈的车回家的，

怎知在我面前开走了 zzzzzzz

害到秀虹又要陪我走多一次去车站

对不起咯

然后最够力的是 ======

回到家还中骂

WTF

_______________________________________________________________________

Haiz...still a damn long way before realising that

achieving that still needs a lot more practicing and understanding

now i do get it

but what i lack is the willpower to restart

my time is running out

have to make it happen before it's too late to regret.

CNY with band

 

Edmund swinging==

  

==

  

Ka Ean

  

Huang Yu: no idea what he's doing

  

2 Serial Killer on the loose....if u c these 2 pls report to authority immediately

  

Poor Ka Ean's Dog

  

  

  

me and the dog

  

  

Yee Sang, make a real mess of Ka Ean's dining table

  

  

  

  

  

  

Nelly and her FATHER

   

  

 

  Brenda's house

  

  

  

  

  

  

Yi Hsien's house is so big....even has a karaoke room

Well, a tired day in the end:)

nothing much to say,

those pics will tell u the story.

Thousands Light Behind My Dream [Festive Extreme Remix]

Happy Prosperous CNY+ Valentine 2010!

I guess everybody should've gone back to hometown or else

spend it at friend's house.....

Well, heading back to Johor tomorrow

not so brimming with anticipation anymore:(

anyway..Still looking forward to receiving loads of angpau!!

seriously stuck on allowances nowadays...angpau angpau please come into my embrace~

LOL

New year, New hope

Good cuisines, good relatives

Even though grew darker at 15

I still longed to keep those shattered memories

Even though the sky shrouded

I still look out for that sunshine........

The world doesn't end in 2012!

Good week everyone~=)

From Mum and Dad

梁繼璋先生是香港一位名電臺節目主持人，也是一位兒童心理學導師。
這是梁繼璋寫給兒子的信；但看後，我覺得不只給兒子，其實可以適合所有人看!

我兒:
寫這備忘錄給你，基於三個原則：

(一）人生福禍無常，誰也不知可以活多久，有些事情還是早一點說好
(二）我是你的父親，我不跟你說，沒有人會跟你說
(三）這備忘錄裏記載的，都是我經過慘痛失敗得回來的體驗，可以為你的成長省回不少冤枉路。

以下，便是你在人生中要好好記住的事：
1.對你不好的人，你不要太介意:在你一生中，沒有人有義務要對你好，除了我和你媽媽。至於那些對你好的人，你除了要珍惜、感恩外，也請多防備一點，因為，每個人做每件事，總有一個原因，他對你好，未必真的是因為喜歡你，請你必須搞清楚，而不必太快將對方看作真朋友
 
2.沒有人是不可代替，沒有東西是必須擁有:看透了這一點，將來你身邊的人不再要你，或許失去了世間上最愛的一切時，也應該明白，這並不是甚麼大不了的事
 
3.生命是短暫的，今日你還在浪費著生命，明日會發覺生命已遠離你了:因此，愈早珍惜生命，你享受生命的日子也愈多，與其盼望長壽，倒不如早點享受
 
4.世界上並沒有最愛這回事:愛情只是一種霎時的感覺，而這感覺絕對會隨時日、心境而改變。如果你的所謂最愛離開你，請耐心地等候一下，讓時日慢慢沖洗，讓心靈慢慢沉澱，你的苦就會慢慢淡化。不要過分憧憬愛情的美，不要過分誇大失戀的悲
 
5.雖然，很多有成就的人士都有受過很多教育，但並不等如不用功讀書，就一定可以成功:你學到的知識，就是你擁有的武器!人，可以白手興家，但不可以手無寸鐵，緊記！
 
6.我不會要求你供養我下半輩子，同樣地我也不會供養你的下半輩子，當你長大到可以獨立的時候，我的責任已經完結:以後，你要坐巴士還是Benz，吃魚翅還是粉絲，都要自己負責
 
7.你可以要求自己守信，但不能要求別人守信，你可以要求自己對人好，但不能期待人家對你好:你怎樣對人，並不代表人家就會怎樣對你，如果看不透這一點，你只會徒添不必要的煩惱
 
8.我買了十多二十年六合彩，還是一窮二白，連三獎也沒有中，這證明人要發達，還是要努力工作才可以，世界上並沒有免費午餐
 
9.親人只有一次的緣份，無論這輩子我和你會相處多久，也請好好珍惜共聚的時光，下輩子，無論愛與不愛，都不會再見

                                                                                                                            你的爸爸 梁繼璋 

這不就是真實人生的寫照嗎?!真實不一定要現實!珍惜所擁有的!把握當下!~共勉

 

Crossroads XXXX

Really need to keep it up in band.....

had a sense of fading away nowadays.

Things to be perfected piled up

expectations to be met soared high

But now I'm just lost here

and then wondering how I should continue.......

Somebody's words had an immense impact on me

then yet again I must improve.

What I need now is a strong heart

a strong soul

and an everlasting willpower

I will achieve that someday

What I need now is time.....

Yeah, I will improve no matter what.

Heartless 2

That day I provoked you

I knew that that time it was going to be nasty and I'm right

You don't want to talk to me, a sucker anymore

so I should not mess up your hair afterall

and I should not do those things to you from the moment I knew you

I always thought you are the same to me from the sea of people I knew

but apparently I'm dead wrong.

Because you sit beside me in class

and the broken communication is a great damage to my condition

In some ways I still have to cooperate with you which I couldn't now

sighs.

I should never done those things to you.

If you just give me this one more chance.

I sincerely hope.

that we can get to know each other again in some ways.

and forget all about those painful memories I caused you.

right, things are irreversible now.

and you finally made an impact so intense on me that I had an awful week at school.

haiz,

nevertheless 

I still hope that day will come 

when you're ready to forgive me once more

and mend the hollow hole in our bond

but I somehow doubt it anyway.

well, hope you're happy anyway but I'll have to resort to somebody else.

to repent.

for my sin.

My life is getting suckish nowadays, bad things keep popping up from nowhere.

haizzzzzzzzzzz

Heartless

Life is full of pain

because I never knew what is life.

I want to make it worthwhile

but everything just seems to go awry.

The sense of hope I've been rebuilding is gone in an instant

maybe I'm really just that kind of person, cant ever changed anymore

I do keep my words in my heart, but not in a way that will offend people

so let's say I do make you cry,

but I dunno the meaning behind.

Make breathing so damn hard

I wish this world would be a better place but I just knew it wont happen

This is the second time this kind of thing happened

I just don't know what've I done wrong even you've hinted or said before

I just dunno.

I just wanna close my eyes.

I'm so tired.