Friday, April 30, 2010

即近即离

今天良璟问了我一个问题
“有时你想想, 你都不认识那些人,
他们却不爽你, 你会不会想哭?”

不是很清楚为什么你要这样问
你说也有很多人不爽你,
但至少并没我那么严重吧。。。。
一直以来,我就好像是那种会
吸引罪恶的磁铁。。。然后应该是我特别。。。
不爱理人,再加上我有时会做错事,
所以才会有所谓的“不爽我的那班人”
。。。。。。。。。。。。。
 

知道我是怎样回答他的问题的吗?
我说:“有时真的会很无奈。。。你明明不是将的,
人家就是特别不爽你。。。
但你要想,你身后有一群爱你的人,
只要你能那样想,你就不会觉得心灰意冷了。。。”
 他就说:“可是我没有找到那一群人啊。。。。。”
。。。。。。。。。。。。

原来,
我们还有今天啊。。。。
我也不知道我们会一起站在同一阵线。。。
也不知道你会在我隔壁。。。。
LOL。。。。或许这早已注定。。

我已经找到那群人了,
我只能说,加油吧兄弟,
你可以的。

Friday, April 23, 2010

A Twist in my........ Ankle [Gloomy Friday Remix]

ARGHHHHHH!!!!
my leg!! i twisted my leg!!!
today's sports day i twisted my leg !!! argh during the
Triple Jump competition.....
now the pain is searing lik hell....
excruciating and unendurable... : (
thanks Brenda and Carmen for your concern....
your wishes really could reduce my pain!!!
Love you forever >.< LOL


Thursday, April 22, 2010

Blinding

sweetheart,
you're like a shooting star,
shooting across my sky....

how beautiful,
how amazing,
how exquisite....

when the brilliancy ends,
i was blind..

there ain't reason for loving you,
there ain't reason for anything....

if you ask me how long is your hold,
i would say it's more than forever.

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something meaningful i dug out from carmen's blog...
i realize how much i like it.....:)

Sunday, April 11, 2010

对不起谢谢

人生到了这个阶段
就已开始见证了所谓的“现实”
我的人生
也慢慢的沉了下去。。
外面的白云点缀蓝天
我看着白云
似乎看见了什么
那就是我的未来吗?
我不知道。

人生到了这个阶段
就注定了你将走向哪里
走向希望
仰或走向末路?
在我看来,
这好像是我人生的终曲。。

哪一天
我也希望我能像大家一样
过这你们口口声声的完美人生
但可悲的是
那是我唯一得不到的东西。。
是吗?
或许哪一天
我能拔开乌云
然后不再悲观下去?
我不知道。

窗外的雨滴
无情又美丽。。
我奔向终曲
让那飞扬的雨滴拍打我脸上
让那飞扬的雨滴触摸我心底
或许我才会发现
原来我的终曲
是我另一个开始。。。

或许我快失去你
但我并不会放弃
我会用我剩余的力气
锁住你我的最后联系
会继承你的意志。。
让那灿烂的种子
继续在我的身体里活下去。

对不起谢谢
我不敢保证我能做到
但这就是我对你一生的约定
或许过后
我才能再次发自心底的微笑。

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

Heartless 4 [ My Misty Life]

Really tired......that's too much.
Yeah.
My life, the topsy- turvy ride of life
outrageously ran off- track...
my life is plunged into sheer darkness..

Too many things happen against me...
I haven't recover yet from the loss of two friends 
at least I still wanna be friends?or wad?
wad I need is time...I can't take on the burden so fast
It's pressuring, intoxicating and yet unsurmountable...

_____________________________________________
曾经想过
好想睡下去
然后不再醒来
但是我不能当个背叛者
我有的,远远不及好多人的
但就是因为那些我有的
我才能找到
我最幸福的东西

曾经想过
若有一天只剩下我
我能坚强的走下去么?
我能负起那份责任么?
我有那份勇气么?
我能么?
太多的未知数
却无法看见答案

曾经想过
我的未来
没有你在
我,能豁出去么?
我能抛弃一切
去奔往那最终的阳光?
去紧握已失去的东西?
去追求那份不可能?

穷途末路
登峰造极
我,
能么?

Sunday, April 4, 2010

Letter From God


My child,


You may not know me, but I know everything about you.  Psalm 139:1

I know when you sit down and when you rise up.  Psalm 139:2

I am familiar with all your ways.  Psalm 139:3

Even the very hairs on your head are numbered.  Matthew 10:29-31

For you were made in My image. Genesis 1:27

In Me you live and move and have your being.  Acts 17:28

For you are My offspring.  Acts 17:28

I knew you before you were conceived.  Jeremiah 1:4-5

I chose you when I planned creation.  Ephesians 1:11-12

You were not a mistake, all your days are written in My book.  Psalm 139:15-16

I determined the exact time of your birth and where you would live.  Acts 17:26

You are fearfully and wonderfully made.  Psalm 139:14

I knit you together in your mother's womb.  Psalm 139:13

And brought you forth on the day you were born.  Psalm 71:6

I have been misrepresented by those who don't know Me.  John 8:41-44

I am not distant and angry, but the complete expression of love.  1 John 4:16

And it is my desire to lavish my love on you.  1 John 3:1

Simply because you are my child and I am your father.  1 John 3:1

I offer you more than your earthly father ever could.  Matthew 7:11

For I am the perfect father.  Matthew 5:48

Every good gift that you receive comes from My hand.  James 1:17

For I am your provider and I meet all your needs.  Matthew 6:31-33

My plan for your future has always been filled with hope.  Jeremiah 29:11

Because I love you with an everlasting love.  Jeremiah 31:3

My thoughts of you are countless as the sand on the seashore.  Ps 139:17-18

And I rejoice over you with singing.  Zephaniah 3:17

I will never stop doing good to you.  Jeremiah 32:40

For you are My treasured possession.  Exodus 19:5

I desire to establish you with all My heart and all My soul.  Jeremiah 32:41

And I want to show you great and marvelous things.  Jeremiah 33:3

If you seek me with all your heart, you will find Me.  Deuteronomy 4:29

Delight in me and I will give you the desires of your heart.  Psalm 37:4

For it is I who gave you those desires.  Philippians 2:13

I am able to do more for you than you could possibly imagine.  Ephesians 3:20

For I am your greatest encourager.  2 Thessalonians 2:16-17

I am also the Father who comforts you in all your troubles.  2 Corinthians 1:3-4

When you are brokenhearted, I am close to you.  Psalm 34:18

As a shepherd carries a lamb, I have carried you close to My heart.  Isaiah 40:11

One day I will wipe away every tear from your eyes.  Revelation 21:3-4

And I'll take away all the pain you have suffered on this earth.  Revelation 21:3-4

I am your Father and I love you even as I love My son, Jesus.  John 17:23

For in Jesus, My love for you is revealed.  John 17:26

He is the exact representation of My being.  Hebrews 1:3

He came to demonstrate that I am for you, not against you.  Romans 8:31

And to tell you that I am not counting your sins.  2 Corinthians 5:18-19

Jesus died so that you and I could be reconciled.  2 Corinthians 5:18-19

His death was the ultimate expression of My love for you.  1 John 4:10

I gave up everything I loved that I might gain your love.  Romans 8:31-32

If you receive the gift of My son Jesus, you receive Me.  1 John 2:23

And nothing will ever separate you from My love again.  Romans 8:38-39

Come home and I'll throw the biggest party heaven has ever seen.  Luke 15:7

I have always been Father, and will always be Father.  Ephesians 3:14-15

My question is - Will you be my child?  John 1:12-13

I am waiting for you.  Luke 15:11-32



Love,
Your Dad,  Almighty God

Thursday, April 1, 2010

一生厮守 [穷途末路 Remix]

April's Fool......
=.= some girl write a xxxx letter to make a fun of me
...........lol sienz
Happy AP lol to everybody..

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那一年的约定
如今可否承受时间的逝去?
我每天见到你
我们不交换语言
我在你眼神里看到了一切
那就已很足够了。

如今背负的是深不可测的痛
话虽如此。。
我依然站在原地
等着你
哪怕再过千千万万年
我都愿意

那一年的约定
是我和你一生的 守候。