Start of Something New

Firstly ,

many thanks to Jau Ni for helping me

doing this new template

after going through so much trouble

But I still can't really do what I want

maybe I'll learn more about it

.............hmm

How do you think about this template?^^

Lonely

This is gonna be a long night
my entire family was out to a friend's Wedding ceremony
and I don't really wanna go..........

this morning we planned to visit Big Bad Wolf book sale at the Amcorp Mall
but the queue was too...................ridiculous
I cannot wait so we decided to watch 2012
We went to Midvalley and Jusco
but the tickets to 2012 was all sold out
so we ended up having something to eat at Secret Recipe
haiz..........what a unfortunate day
I thought I saw Leong Shu Min at Jusco...
she looked pretty well.....haha

Well........in the end,
I decided to watch New Moon with Carmen and Mei Kuei them next monday
after some worrying about the transportation problem.

Right now I'm pretty lonely
waiting for her to online......but the possibilities seems quite small
as most of my friends are not online too
maybe taking their day off to somewhere out there.

Lonely.......

I'm actually missing her now
After we knew each other since primary........( forgot)
I don't really get it why I will care so much about her
despite the fact we don't really know and understand each other
but Out of the Blue, I craved for her voice
maybe it's bonding ?
..........

This holiday is gonna be damn dragging
I don't exactly like loneliness
But it loves me sooo damn much.
and thinking that there's still her outside there
at least makes me think optimistically that my world won't come to an apocalypse
at least not that easily

Cheers!
for our everlasting Friendship
and will look out for each other forever.
Friends are God's precious gift to us.

Mika's New Album " The Boy Who Knew Too Much"

Mika is a pop superstar................

And This is His New Album " The Boy Who Knew Too Much"
The single " We Are Golden" rocks!!!
This is one crazy singer who will pump up your Excitement.
Go listen now!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2WknXCcVThI&feature=fvst

Appreciate Your Everything
Appreciate Your Everything
Appreciate Your Everything
Appreciate Your Everything
Appreciate Your Everything

Don't lose everything Precious to you
just like me.

Passing By~

Today playing old PS game

Need For Speed: Underground 2
haiz
so sienzz la.............
my friend bought XBOX liao la....
I want it too
guess my parents will never allow
but I still want some PS3 or whatever

and My new Dell laptop is gonna come
Hoping for that day of freedom~

Next year class is gonna be kinda stupid
but all boys in the class is like
OMG!
haha
guess it's not a bad thing though
because seems like most of them is pro at basketball
hehe hope to battle them in PJ next year
although obviously I'm a Noob in the game
lalalalala
I Love D.Gray Man!

Bonds

Bonding is a special thing
although you hate me and I don't know what to do
and I'm lost in my path
but I cannot just lost you if I want to do so
and you want to forget me
and if that makes you better please do so
because nobody wants to ruin each other
maybe my existence is just a hindrance?
maybe you should just forget me
but Bonds won't just break in that case
because bonding will bound all of us
despite of the time and space stopping you in your tracks

Bonding is just so special.

May God bless you eternally.

A Letter To Mr. Lonely

Nowadays your life is going on a hesitant mode
not feeling right to do anything
and Band almost always
But you like it.
this is the kind of holiday you will feel boring
and yet feel content.
Because of all your friends
helping you paint your perfect holiday blueprint

Actually you don't really like loneliness
as the saying goes
" there's no one in this world is totally lonely"
when you lose sight of your path
you will find somebody backing you and patting you on the shoulders
saying " you did a great job! don't be upset, I'm sure we'll fix it together."
and those people are call FRIENDS.

long ago you don't really believe in true friendship
and so you never found somebody you can rely on
and tell him or her your heart out
until you actually found out that people are out there
always care for you and make you smile every single day
that's called LIFE.

and you know the world is cold- hearted enough
you don't really can rely on anybody because you are scared of being betrayed
and yet why should you care?
there's always someone there waiting for you
and when you know it
you only realize that you are not on your own
that's really making you blissful
and that's when you know you're still living in this world
wonderfully.

Friends are God's gift to us
we should always move along together
and when in doubt
never fail to give pieces of advice
and when done something great
will smile and laugh hysterically together
and when you bleed
they'll heal it
THAT's called true friends.
THAT's what friends are for ME.

我和她， 她和他

今天很迟才回家
居然7.30 pm 才回到家！！！！！
我给他炸到。。。。。。。。。。。

今天和秀虹， 凯昌 一起等待下一个日落。。。。。。。。
聊了好多好多
。。。。。。。。。。
然后期盼下个星期一切会更好。
原神保佑。

Broken

Torn between her feelings and my feelings
what should I choose??
should I just let it incinerated into a thousand pieces?
or should I grasp it when it's still not too late?


I'm really Torn..........
right now she's facing her life's most important exam
and I am just nothing
a small bypassing shadow in her previous life

Yes
I may have broke my promises
but I still don't understand most of the part
I know you hate me
but I still can't let you go
I still can't.

Maybe if it's this way you're more blissful
maybe I'm totally wrong from the start
but althought it's lost
I still wish you

Gambateh for your SPM

The Meaning of HATE

what is hate?
hate is a strong desire that evil should befall the person toward whom the feeling is directed
or to dislike intensely
yes
I'm a soul of hatred
I hate people
and hated by people

I'll never be able to shed tears for those memories
I won't be able to be forgiven
by somebody who's been an important part of my life
but after that
all hell broke loose
and she's never been the same
although I will never believe fate
but somehow I can assume this is my fate

Be Hated
no matter when and where
or eternally
I will endure the pain
which I created to made her suffer
and picking up all the fallen pieces
of my broken memories
the memories of nobody

From now on
I will move on as a soul of one thousand hate
I won't be seeing her again
neither will she
and all those pain that I have the responsibility
I will endure it
I will live with dignity
and I won't wait again......................
her heart dies
so did mine.

XXX

today's was..............
nevermind
maybe this is my fate
I think I will remain like this forever
but life's still has to carry on
I might had hurt her
but I don't had a chance to make things clearer
I do worsen things.
If that's what she wants
then nevermind
I don't want to wait anymore
maybe I should forget all about it
but I don't think I can
so what should I do?
can anybody tell me
Why it has to be me?
the one loathed by her?
anyway this is life.
this is fate??
I don't believe my fate.

Big Bam Boom

Holiday's here...........................
the last day at school is so sienz
ntg much to say...
haiz
the long holiday is my big resting time
maybe it's time to think for next year and future
maybe I should change myself
or maybe I should think of other people more?
maybe
hmmm
next year there's more male in class.......24
what a stupid system
I hate this system!!!!
haiz

Movies

Shakugan No Shana

Bleach the Movie 2009: Fade To Black

Naruto Shippuuden 2: Bonds

A great moive................although this is not the latest Naruto Shippuuden movie
I went to Ikano Power Center yesterday and bought some Anime movies............
the holiday is closing in and I've planned to watch a couple of movies
Hope to get my new computer soon..

原点

今天第一次大组练习
是和form 3大家一起练的
终于事隔3个月多
又来往目标冲刺

今天早上全体AJK开会
讨论和更新了好多的事
特别是关于去槟城和别band交流的事
又有工作要做了

今天的练习叻
我才发觉我退步了
很够力一下的
看来得找回以前的感觉
我不想退步啊。。。
然后我在想着
想买新的mouthpiece
好像是6C的
可以放4号竹片的
。。。。。。。。。

然后叻
顺便帮SK宣传一下
SK Wind Band 将在26/12 举办concert
应该有新歌了吧
就酱。。。。。。。。。哈哈

从前

虽然做到了
但还是有那种惆怅的感觉
回头一想
我才发觉原来这个结果一点也没有意义
A班
又怎样？？
那班从来都不是我想要去的地方
而我也不懂该何去何从
外边的世界
所有人奋斗
开心的开心
流泪的流泪
有些我讨厌的人，看样子好像要同班
而我想要和她在一班
却好像不能实现了
看样子她跌出了前20
应该很难又同一班吧
为什么经过了那么多年
还是回不到从前

我还是很怀念以前那无忧的岁月。

I've Made it

Ok so here's the thing
I managed to scored as I've been wishing all along
And achieved my ultimate goal!
The Exam's results were out.............hmm
It seemed like I'm through

Ok there's been a time I thought that there's no hope
hope's gone
but apparently I'm so wrong
things couldn't be better nowadays
there's a whole long celebration for my victory
and that means a new laptop?
or something more meaningful...............

I'm awfully glad
that's so joyous
Thank God and all those who existed to assist me through my venture
for sunshine
for glory
for a better tomorrow.
Thanks.

我超显

又过一个好显的一天
没得玩poker
还要记红卡
我的命真得好苦啊！！！！！！！！！
B班 C班 玩牌玩到乱
好想骂粗口
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Disciplinary Act

Yesterday went into discipline
OMG
we played poker until Mr. Cheong came in
what the!!!!!!
I'm quite sure I had forseen this but still............
I can't blame anybody
Although I'm quite bushuang..............damn
just hope this kind of stupid thing never happen again.