Sunday, January 31, 2010

After 2 Years We Still Come Together

 
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
Everything was so nostalgic
yet we somehow managed to bond everything together
Cheers! for our neverending friendship:)

Saturday, January 30, 2010

Rainbow Veins [ Heart And Soul Remix]

There we arrive, arrive at the end of the long routes of difficulties.Thousands ray of marvelous sunshine, gleaming off everything in sight, signifying yet another brilliant age. There we march forward, through the veins of the avenue, seeing bright eyes everywhere, the sky above is a subtle variations of blue and infinite white, the glorious birds flapping off towards the rainbow of hope.

And in the midst of everything where everywhere is balanced there like a rainbow above you, I find a road to a humble abode where our paths cross. When our hearts collide, I'll always be prepared to blend up that rainbow above you and shoot it through your veins, because your heart has a lack of colour which we should've known.

The silver sound is all around, mingling with the very essence of atmosphere, and the colours fall like snow, blanketing everything into emptiness abyss. Yet I know the feeling of letting you go, but I cannot afford to do it, well, I guess we'll never know. Cheer up and I'll clear your damp eyes, and tell me when it rains, because I'll go clutch your heart and will never ever let it go, let alone the million trickles of rain that we both know engulf all the feelings and memories of me and you, which when the rain stop and the clouds fade away, they will root themselves into this ground I call home.

There, I see a fabulous bridge of rainbow, waiting for me and you to reach and grasp it.

Saturday, January 23, 2010

Sanctuary Against Apocalypse

Three weeks passed
suckish school still drags on
the most cherished part is still band
band band band
I realized I can't live without it.

The last fragment of my happiness 

I still havn't found it........
someday I wish,
I can really grasp it and never let it go again.
never ever.
when everything seems fine, there'll be something dark behind
well that's me anyway.
the tide of time and all those damned and yet so wonderful moments
roughed me up apparently.


I can never be naive again. if I ever want to.
tell me somebody,
what is the ingredients for my sanctuary against apocalypse?

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

This Very Day I Thank You

 My birthday.
For all those years I remember.
I never really fascinate nor cherish those moments.
although I have my family by my side.
......until today.
Your acknowledgement of my existance is my greatest gift.
I never really do think anybody will care for my existance all along.
but You proved me wrong.
although I'm sometimes pathetic and unappreciative......And so I lost everything.
But You chose to be by my side.
to endure everything together with me.
to cover all those wounds which was nobody but me who inflicted it.


Well.
You are all I wish for.
and wish for those everlasting bonds.
never will be washed away by tide of time.
and I'll live with those until the very day everything ends..........


BUT KNOWING YOU IS MY GREATEST GIFT.
THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING.
THANKS EVERYBODY FOR THOSE WISHES.
I'LL REMEMBER IT.

Sunday, January 17, 2010

Last Resort

Happy day at Times Square
in conjunction with dad's birthday
bought shirts ......well
chinese new year's around the corner.

 
  
  
  
  and maybe I'd really done wrong...
so if it's possible can u ask that question again?
I can't afford to lose anyone anymore.

Thursday, January 14, 2010

Beginning Of ........

Whew.
first time went back home with afternoon sessions this year.
ok today had performance about enrollment of 2010.
we played Latin as usual
and wow
by far this year was the most successful intake
an overwhelming number of 45.
OMG..........even surpassed our current members.
but joy is joy.
we still had to face the problems about instruments availability,
and normally the ones to stay with us with a real passion are normally quite a handful.
ONLY.
because to search for our next generations is real hard
especially those who can laugh and smile with us till the very end.......
and inherit those quality to another oncoming golden ages.
and the bonds.
and all memories we share........


someday maybe
our dream will come true.
but when is that someday?
can I persist until I see the glory......
which always shimmer in my dreams?

Sunday, January 10, 2010

Vanilla Twilight- Owl City

Vanilla Twilight lyrics
Songwriters: Young, Adam;The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here

Thursday, January 7, 2010

Rebirth

Ferocious wind brewing outside.
Moon half concealed behind those dark clouds.
The place where I stand called here.
and at the time when everything restart.
I lost sight of everything.
The vague yet genuine truth still came back to haunt me.
I stared.
Just give me one more chance I vowed
I will surpass everything and vanquish that sense of incompletion.
Naive I am yet always dream to grow up.
And finally be able to find something worth all my might to protect.
It's all because in the old days I suffered through all those impossible moments.




There's always a day call Tomorrow.
Yet can anyone tell me will it ultimately prevail?

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

I'm Alive

Well, NOW this is the official post about my sucking school life.
Ok first things first, this year we're taking PMR
and that made me had this illusion or whatever,
the boys are all heaped up and we had the look that told people 
we're just ready to take anything on no matter what
and GIRLS..........OMG
they're all so serious and hardworking even though it's only just the first few days
and don't ignore and deny the fact that we're just FORM 3.
come on, this is crazy I mean, we're not even on level with higher grades students
I know all of you are quite serious for the PMR
but don't destroy our mood and make this class boring at least, which I knew probably hopeless

Oh man this is really killing me.

And then I just feel my life and all those precious time are slipping away gradually 
every morning, I never saw anyone that may make me feel my life is worth living.LOL
and without band I feel my life is quite in tatters..........especially can't laugh and chat with them
just make me feel so alien.
like I'm not myself anymore..........
but this year do really make me think
I've just spent my first two years in this school, wasting all those time

and the new decade has just arrive 
I really want to be ready for anything
and the weird thing is I'm already thinking about days after SPM.....maybe too stucked in my own world
which was, well, pretty much influenced by a close friend of mine who had just graduated 
and is beginning to spread her wings, heading to her kingdom of dreams.


It was her who inspired me the most
through the course of my life
never had I felt so pumped up and hopeful before, after I felt so cold and dark some time ago

maybe she is an angel sent to guide me...........well I won't let anybody down as long as 
I'm taking my breath every single day 
which is the very evidence I'm still alive.

Monday, January 4, 2010

Falling into ...........

................I just wanna say something
morning session was not so good afterall
LOL
I was somehow stuck between sleepy and awake 
and that's my entire day.
And I wanna say
3A sucks!!!!
no offence, but it's goddamn boring
I bet I had yawn a thousand times


..................
and WHERE ARE ALL MY BAND BUDDIES????
I rarely saw any one of you .................zzzz

Sunday, January 3, 2010

Fall for You

The first time I saw you
I knew I gonna fall for you
lying awake in my bedroom
I knew I crave for you
the surrounding gloom cornered me to nowhere
all I can see are stars in the dawn sky
which shimmered and lean down to kiss you.


but drenched in vanilla twilight
I knew I'm nothing without you
every single night I'll doze off safe and soundly
with your face in my every dreams
sometimes jerked awake in the middle of everything
just because I think of you.



I'll sit on the porch all night
all I was thinking was about you
your beauty not only dazzle me
it punched all the air out of me 
left me totally breathless
the overwhelming sense of overflowing beauty
it was majestic
divine 
and somehow Godlike.


I'll forget the world that I knew
but I swear I won't forget you
I'll miss your arms around me
and wish you were here.

Saturday, January 2, 2010

Of Late

 
 
 
 
 

Friday, January 1, 2010

Kneel Before Us!!





We Are Star studded
We Are Ominous
We Are more than what you think we are 
We Are Golden 
and we want you to prepare 


because 2010 is gonna Rock!!!
Behold the Golden Age!!
Kneel before us!
We will make this world glorious!!