Rebirth and Recharge

Hey, it's merdeka today
yeah, what a lovely day...almost non- stop playing that PS2
stupid yeah
ramming my mind as a way to pay gratitude to this country of mine
but actually I'm not some patriotic guy yelling "merdeka"
I was like, what the hell is it gt to do with me?hehe
I'm an ungrateful snob, so I guess.........hehe

The Dot hack thingie is getting more addictive
I was like, man, this is certainly getting outta control.Wow
currently up- leveling Haseo, the main character of this MMORPG
who is currently seeking revenge on some mad PK( player- killer) name's Tri- Edge.
Wow. Scary..................

Anyway
Tomorrow is the beginning of school days
man, I'm so not prepared
wish I havn't woke up from this almost- close- to- fantasy lifestyle
I mean that's what my current state looks like.
aizz

Hope

It's Friday here

I think i have to quit from my almost eternal recuperating
Finally, it's going to be the end of school holiday
My wary eyes sweeping over my back
I realize
The days is passing by- and it's fast
Facing the end of this year
I want to quit dreaming
I want improvement
I want victory
I want everything that's worth my jubilation
I want everything in this world
Yet in the midst of those all
I want to be a better person
although it seems a little bit impossible for me
but i don't think I'll give up easily

I realize that I'm such a small figurine in this huge society
Watching every second, minute, hour, day that passes by
I realize I must go all out
My dream is yet to be realized
It's a little bit far now
I want to close in the gap

I vow
I vow to see the next sunrise
I vow to forget the last twilight
I vow to seek for my ultimate goal
I vow to look for Hope

Next time
I'm coming en masse
when I vow like that
There's no turning back.

Need For Speed- Most Wanted : New Milestone

Today after just return from band

I continuously played Need For Speed: Most Wanted
haha
a stupid game isn't it?
but today i have played for the whole afternoon
achieving a new milestone
haha
I have beaten Ronnie, the number 3 blacklist rival...
haha
quite proud of myself
I also obtained the pinkslip of his car
getting my hands on the precious
Aston Martin DB9
whoohhhhoooooo!!!!!
This one added to my supreme collection of cars......
Now, I have a Mitsubishi Evolution8, Lamborghini Gallardo, Corvette C6,
Lamborghini Mucielago , Ford GT and this one- Aston Martin DB9
yeah!!!!^^
but i feel quite idiotic and ignorant
sharing this kind of things with all of you

Also
I have started to play Dot hack//G.U.-Rebirth, Reminisce, Redemption
haha
this game sounds much like the Final Fantasy series
but which I adore
ok
nite^^

There's A Whole Lot of Thingies to Introduce

I think I'll recomend things that I like and love to all of you
Things that I'll make use of it and devour it
Books that keep me on the edge
Books that keep my eyes budging into the wee hours of Midnight and Twilight
Music that let me love it like it's my life
..................
Ok, here's the list of books that I like
Firstly, it's the Twilight saga

I think I cannot let go of these
There're part of my life now
the mesmerizing love story of Edward and Bella surely let me fall into the turmoil of fascination
let me shed tears, endless tears
These below are Alex Rider series- the most exciting spy story I've ever read

You too can get a good grip of these books at all major bookstores
especially one book sales which is held not so often- the Big Bad Wolf
the books sold there is extremely cheap, ranging from RM5-RM20......

And then there's this wonderful combination of piano and cello
playing Love Story( Taylor Swift)+Viva la Vida(Coldplay)
This free you tube music video , personally showcased by Jon Schmidt
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0v3d6SFcDys

Well, that's enough for now................hope me sleep tight.

The End Of Suffering [My Obstacle of Happiness]EXAM'S OVER..............WOOHOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Finally
without any effort
I had made the exam passed quite dramatically
haha
I think my results will drop tremendously this time
aizzz
It's all because my lack of interest and my fading heart to study
It's just the third monthly exam
why take it so hard??
Relax , man
But all in all
I have gained my freedom once again
time for gaming lor..........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The management of mind is the accent of life

To be successful outside, you must successful inside

I am an intellectual thinker, I am creative, innovative and imaginative. I am a champion and survivor in the world

English is the superior language of the science and technology

This is something i saw posted at bao yun's blog..............

I think she's gone to some kind of encouraging talk

haiz............these are my thoughts listed below

I think what is written is absolutely correct and essential

for the world ahead is not quite easy as it seems

Everyday we think of waking up and go to school

and i often sleep......playing unneccessary computer games

abusing my own body and soul.

After reading that, I realized that

we should make something out of our life.

we should think of how to succeed in our interested fields

not thinking of passing our day quite so meaningless and boring

and most importantly, we should improve our english

because it's the world common language, the alpha language of all time.

I hope I get something out of this..................

Exam is here

Drop by here today
Ok..............
the third examinations is due today onwards....
precisely is 4 days
So I'll start studying today

Hope everybody does great!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Bye for now
will stop blogging for 4 days.

The beginning of nightmare.............last for 1 week

Today onwards,
I have to suffer 1 week of exam
which is torturing and sucking.................
thinking that I cannot play facebook and PS2.........
aizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
and i have just finished Eclipse
and will try to concentrate on my Breaking Dawn
as well as my examinations...........LOL
juggling 2 balls at the same time is no easy job for me.

I admit that I don't care what my result is when this is all over
but still,
I cannot put behind those promises I have made to myself
Seeing Carmen..........
Seeing her results and everything
Suddenly I realised
I'm born for this all along
I cannot avoid
for this is inevitable
So i may as well go for it

Without study much
I'm gonna put my abilities to a test
To confirm whether I'm really
capable of standing on the top............

Kudos to myself.

很显啊。。。。。。。。。

今天有够力显。。。。。。
虽然我ponteng了差不多整个上半段
skip了moral and BM
本来想拍班级照。。。。form 6 的
过后上完BI 下来已经结束。。
ok lo....................
在webteam room 玩电脑
玩到有够显下的。。。

然后到体育节
玩到有够不爽下的
今天跟邝益辉team, 简直是恶梦。。。
haiz
也许我跟他根本都没有默契
才射进几粒。。。。lol
然后又跟班长她们玩
我们5个对她们8,9 个
很累的咧。。。

考试
真的要完蛋了
剩下５天
我的生活很
显。。。。。。。。

又要考试了。。。。LOL.aizzzzz

炸到。。。。。
没想到又要考试了
这次会比较轻松
但也不可掉以轻心。。。
话虽如此
我却一点都不想考试

有时我会遐想
为什么要考试？？
有意义吗？？？
酱努力换回来的又是什么？
若一切可以被毁灭
该有多好。

我不想考试
不想读书
不想回望过去
不想上课
只想睡觉。

最好可以睡到永远。。。。。
aizzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
最近一直看twilight得书
已经看到第三本了
是eclipse。。。。。。。。
或许我想看完整套twilight
然后把"因为看twilight所以才没有读书"
来当作不想考试的借口

最近发现我的人生越来越无趣
。。。。。。。。。。。
真的好想睡觉。

我去睡觉咯。

放下过去。。。。遗忘？[追寻她的道路4-终曲？]

看到很多人的blog有这个图片
其实
我不想再回望过去了
那破裂的过去
那该死的过去
或许是。。。。。。。。
根本不值得回味的过去

她选择如此
对我们视而不管
视而不见
那已经是最终的决定
无论
我再如何去伤心
去失望
那段友情已经成了我最想
放弃的友情

我
决定选择放下
遗忘那不值得回味的情谊
因为既然上天都如此安排
我也无能为力
我能做的
不久只有从恶梦中苏醒？
。。。。。。。。。

我
决定跟我的过去说再见
再见了
我破裂的过去
希望我们不再相遇
哪怕
在过几十万年。。。

再见。

回忆。。。破裂[追寻她的道路3]

这个篮球是我的铜胞们送我的
我最珍惜的篮球
虽然我不是很会打篮球
但是这个篮球带给我的希望
是非比寻常的
其实
这是我今年的生日礼物
这是她和铜胞们的谢意
我感激不尽
但是到现今
这个篮球的背后
带给我的却是无穷的
悲痛。。。。

1月19日
他叫我到bilik kuliah 楼上的教室去
然后一起唱生日歌。。。。
想起那一幕
我悲痛无比
因为
那种情景已经不可能
再复现

他离开之后
我的天空突然变得很空虚
我才知道
我的人生已经少不了她
虽然我表面上看不出
我还是很感激她
感激她让我知道快乐
感激她让我尝尝痛苦
知道什么叫
离愁

这个篮球
意义非凡。。。。。。。。

Waking Up

So the worst has been ended
everything has to settle down
Today
I stared at the sky
I realized that the cloud
is so mystical and beautiful
like my dreams
Today
It was a gloomy day
I like gloomy day
It reflected my soul
It reflected my troubled heart
Today
I realized that i can't
hold back any longer
yet
I must leave behind those
excruciating memories
those which haunted me
for almost eternity
Today
It's time to retreat
It's time to recuperate
Time to stroll out from
the broken past
Left behind those
Broken Bonds.

我无法释怀[ 一切犹如世界末日][追寻她的道路2]

其实我发觉
我一点都不想对这个世界有希望
我依然每天渡日子
每天打机
每天睡觉
但这一切都无法掩饰
我对她的那份心情

远远眺望她的背影
我最终还是得面对事实
我脸上那虚伪的笑
我每天继续过着日子
还是
终究无法挽救一切
她对我来说已是天方夜谭
已经遥不可及
穷途末路。。。。。

但是
日子还是要继续过下去
我终于还是得回到现实
我得接受事实
她不会再回头了
她不会再回来了
她
已经从我的人生中
慢慢的留下
痕迹
永远都无法抹杀
永远都无法除去

她深深的影响了我
我却错过了
错过了解她的机会
对此
我欲哭无泪
我根本都没资格
我发现
我根本忘不了她。

Piano Exam really sucks..............Wow

Finally all over.
Ha Ha Ha.
The worst is that part of the oral test.
Stupid oral test.
Stupid me.
Try to recuperate from my stupor.
Don't want to talk about it.
Don't ask me about it.
Doesn't change anything.
Sorry.

今天考钢琴。。。某些事如山林崩泄般泉涌而出[追寻她的道路]

没想到我又要再一次的面对了。。。。
这次， 是grade 6 的 practical，
我希望我能顺利
过关。。。。。。
愿天保佑我。

其实，我已经到达了极限
我突然觉得
我的人生一点都没有希望
看着她的背影
深想concert 已经过了一个月
我却还没醒来

她
伤的太重
已经不会再回来乐队了
永远都不会
在我认识他的那段时间
我知道他是个很关心人的
但是
无情已经夺走了一切
我从再也无法看见她的笑

concert 结束后的那段时间
我以为一切都结束了
但这并不是事实
她
已经对我们
彻彻底底的无视了
但我却知道
表面上不爱我们
并不代表心里不爱我们
我知道
因此我尝试说服自己
她是爱我们的

但是
那股痛
已经无法挽回
或许在我们相处的那段期间
我们已上了她
却浑然不知

想起她的笑
我曾经承诺自己不能再哭
但我还是无法遵守诺言
对
我一点都不了解她
我也很后悔没好好的去了解她

突然
我很想念以前曾经快乐过的时刻。
我很想回到从前
在我们曾经快乐过的时刻
永远停留着。
我不想失去她。
前主席小姐，我很对不起
对不起不能了解你
对不起不能帮你
对不起。
愿神能原谅我
我的过错。

Just Another Ordinary Day ...........Aizzzzz

Today there's nothing special happening around me.Nothing but.
Khong Yik Fei still somehow irratated me , just because of mumbling about the "one"
he "loves".............................oh my god, grow up man, you're not supposed to care about this kind of things, yet.........................

I hope he can stop that......I needed every conciousness to read my New Moon today,if he kept repeating something I'd heard one thousand times..............man, god.

Talking about New Moon , that's something I'd got to read almost all day just for..................
comfort? Initially...........my senior influenced me to start reading this "Twilight" series...
Really........I actually found it thrilling..X_X hahahaha....

Credits to my senior==

Anyway, the infamous Wong Yoon Ping, a disgusting and "friendly" classmate of mine who sits in front of me.........actually got caught in a fight with some girls......
The highlights is................. liked he always does, he spatted countless foul words........OMG
Is our class' culture is getting worse? Those foul words is no kidding.........==

Anyway let's just hope he can stay calm for .......................eternity.
The exams closing in...........I have to start revising and studying..............RELUCTANTLY.....

somehow I can't find my strength of going through all this/............
aizzzz.....................

Coutdown to Extinction...........Xx2 more weeks until 3rd exam of the year xX

OMG............although exams is something i'm not scared of in my entire life
i'm still feeling the stress ,............from friends and noobies around me==
all beginning to study for ..........God's sake?I don't think so......

It's 2 weeks from now and i still haven't find my studying instinct
So considering my "wonderful" reputation, I still have to find my own way.....

This is something useful (In Chinese Version)

作弊大法宝

1. 想办法引起帮凶的注意

2. 用手指做出你要问的问题

3. 帮凶用手指做出回答..

A = 一只手指 ( 装可爱的符号 )

B = 两只手指 ( 飞吻的符号 )

C = 三只手指 ( swt 的符号 )

D = 四只手指 ( 扫风的符号 )

4. 重复 1 - 3

But seriously I'm not thinking of
cheating==
That's not what I used to do.........

New Discovery of Calculator Insanity............WOW

I copy this from somewhere.......................someone's blog

Calculator bug !!

much much MUCH more longer than the 31313131 version which only last for 3 secs, this 303030 version last as long as u wan =3=...

Anyway credits to Chan Yih Loong ~

1. go to SD mode.

2. shift 1, choose 3, den start click M+.

3. until data full, choose esc.

4. press up den press 30303030 all the way..

5. when cant continue liao, press 2 time = and press 0 and continue with 1.

6. den it appear xxxx error ( xxxx i dunno, i met syntax, math and stack b4 )

7. press left all the way until u saw 3030303030..

8. go juz in front of the number, cant touch the number..

9. shift delete ( cursor appear as rectangle bracket ) and delete all the way..

10. when all the number disappear, delete 1 more time.

11. u see .c.p.c.p or mpmpmpmpmp

12. shift delete again

for .c.p.c.p user,

1. delete the 1st dot.

2. find the ending of c.p.c.p.c.p

3. den start to ( shift divide - dot - shift multiply - dot - shift divide - dot - shift multiply )

den it will have something appear like c.p.c.p.c.p.c.p.c.p

4. stop when u saw sometimes it skip n bcome mpmp or other things

5. when it appear ran# means u accidentally shift dot ==

6. when it start skip, press left all the way.

7. when bac to the beginning, press 4 time delete.

8. den shift delete..

9. last step : press 8.

for mpmp user

1. start to ( shift divide - dot - shift multiply - dot - shift divide - dot - shift multiply )

it will have something appear like c.p.c.p.c.p.c.p.c.p

2. stop when u saw sometimes it skip n bcome mpmp or other things

3. when it appear ran# means u accidentally shift dot ==

4. when it start skip, press left all the way.

5. when bac to the beginning, press 4 time delete.

6. den shift delete..

7. last step : press 8.

Bonus :

1. Press delete

2. Hold it and press AC ( the red button bside delete )

3. Slow Motion start.

4. To cancel, dun press AC dun still hold Delete 1st..

5. After u left AC, can left off Delete now.. ~

H@vE FuN ~ !!

p.s. it is NON-STOP de bug..

simply press on to do normal things..

This is Brenda Choo.............my best senior.......hah XD
I hope that I can last long in this band..........
I AM happy and sonorous
but then i realize
i'm getting tired.........
it's time to make a decision
whether i am truly a ...............
aizzzzz

A glimpse of my band life................

Photo I've taken quite recently.................when in band
This is Ho Win Sia..........

Yiruma- The King Of Romance(presumably)

Found this awesome website: Free sheets music for Yiruma songs!!!!!
His songs are amazing=)
Those who haven't find his solos, pls visit this website.

http://en.wordpress.com/tag/yiruma-sheet-music/

Another website :

http://www.sheetmusicguy.com/category/asian-songs/

displays an array of hit songs, including Jay Chou songs!!!!!!!!!
hope you all like it@_@

The burden is getting on me......................

Today, life's still going on....................
It's a month++ since our hit concert"Awakening 2"......and i still haven't
find my feel and aim.............although i try to put more effort....
I wish i can achieve my total confidence earlier than expected.....

Because I have a dream , far, far away in front of me.........
and i want to take a huge step towards it...

Life has to go on.........
and I'm still struggling here........not aware of the approaching danger

I Love this song!!!!!!!"Takin' Back My Love"-Enrique Iglesias

I think this song's cool..............amazing.
Wish you all like it!=)