Funfair of Hope

This world is dark

and it's so hard to breathe

but in this instant

when I laugh along with you

I felt that breathing just got a little more easier

behind me

the merry-go-round had started up again for the thousandth time

and that made me think

bad and tough things happened

but at the end of the day

life was only another ride and

like it or not

I'd been give a ticket

so what else could I do but hang on and enjoy it 

and save the tears for when it was time to get off?

Afterthought on a breezy night

It's the end of 2009

the Christmas was over and maybe

it's time for me to think this through

about what happened and how did I crossed the line

first of all 

I found that my holidays were quite contented

thanks to band 

and I cannot improve on anything at all......

and something happened 

that made me came to this conclusion:

GIRLS ARE HARD TO UNDERSTAND

and yet I consulted some close friends

and I hope all those people I care for won't be hard to understand.LOL

and through thick and thin

I felt that I have grown

being able to think further and hopefully

be more mature

but there's still one thing that won't ever change

my dream and objectives probably lies in the darkness

I will continue to venture through everything

with all my might

because I realized that I'm not alone afterall

TRUE FRIENDS WILL SUPPORT AND GIVE YOU HOPE

ALTHOUGH SOMETIMES WE HOPE AGAINST HOPE

BUT IN THE END WE STILL SEE THE SUNSET

AND WE LAUGH AND CHATTER HAPPILY INTO THE DISTANCE.

THAT'S WHAT TRUE FRIENDS ARE FOR ME.

Happy early New Year to all my friends

and let's venture through yet another glorious year!

Treasure It

Unexpected Christmas gift from Brenda

will use as 2010 year planning book and band memo book

Love it so much , especially the key chain

thanks and love you~

Christmas At Kuei's House

Lunch At Gasoline

On the way

 

Carmen and Jau Ni

 

Bao Yun and Ka Ean

 

Shi Huan and Karen

 

Brenda and Carmen

 

Yong Weng Kheng became AKUA

 

funny BBQ

 

..............

 

3 of them

 

 and this.........muahahahahaha

LOOEUNICE!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!

Sin

I really wish everything is the same as a long time ago

when I can always laugh and smile with you

without any trouble

but now I'm lost

I don't get what you really want

Everyday

I would search for your existance

but everytime you ignore me

my heart will break over and over and over again

until my senses are numb

then I will become really heartless.

why can't me and you be ordinary friends?

If that's the case everybody won't be hurt

I don't want to ignore your existance purposefully

but everytime I see you

your gaze told me to stay away

And so I don't know what can I do now.

I don't want to avoid you at all

it's just that I felt that you don't want to be by my side anymore

like I'm the pathetic glass which you'll see through

and so the colours of my heart are fading away.

The Truth I Refuse To Believe

If there is something I really want to know

I really want to know what have I done wrong

I'm imperfect and annoying which everyone knew

and till today I realize something that in the past I would never believe

who knows my heart would become so fragile?

I'm totally dazed

This is the one thing I would never believe no matter how

because through rain and pain

the only thing that keep me pushing on is my heart

Since when my heart is bound to be broken?

Tonight my heart aches but partly my own damn fault

nobody to be blamed and 

I REALLY DON'T LIKE THE PERSON I AM NOW.

please,

who can save me from my agony?

Aftermath

Can't upload those photos of penang trip here

my connection sucks

Damn it

if anyone is interested just click on my facebook or other band members

but as a conclusion

this trip was amazing

I learnt many things about band skills and harmony

and after that night, 

this trip changes my view of life

and thinking about new year 

I suddenly have a new aim

To Jau Ni

I have hurt you 

and I don't want anything like that to repeat

because deep in my heart

I cannot lose this friend

for your future years

may God bless you 

and may your dreams come true

To Brenda Choo and Loo Carmen

since I joined this band

got to know the two of you was awesome

and walking through my first two years in secondary school with you

seeing you smile and sampat

I just know my life won't be the same without the two of you

and maybe 2010 is the last year I am by your side

and you will continue to pursue your dreams then

I hope you won't forget me^^

To Bao Yun

since knowing you

I know you're special

you sacrifice your everything to perfect our band

our "One Band One Dream" slogan

though venturing through much unfortunate events

without you

there won't be a band like this

a band which we all care for each other and go through everything together

as a whole

as one

and I hope we will fly further

with this unbreakable bond

until the very end of everything.

Nostalgic Piece of Memory

Happy Birthday To You

It's the last time we celebrate birthday with you in our secondary life

I couldn't be by your side anymore in fact

not that you care.LOL

Got to know you is one of my toughest venture

I went through everything to believe in everything

to save everything before all hell break lose

not that you care.LOL

So this will be the one last piece of memory left

the memory of you, me and him.

[I won't lose it again]

This is my last plans of this busy holiday

after the penang trip which i will post about later

this holiday is almost over and i learnt countless important things about life

23 Dec

Practise for the band exchange with foon yew high school

24 Dec

band exchange

25 Dec

Christmas celebration

26 Dec

resume normal practise and SK concert

26 Dec onwards

Preparing for new year planning and performance

[Spirits Lived]

To all whom I Believe In

It's do or die now.

It's now or never.

It's almost time I must make it right

It's almost time I cannot accept failure.

It's time we should not hesitate

It's time we unleash the hidden beast and make it to the level

we should cross the border

It's just in front of our very eyes yet it seems like it's a lightyear away

all we have to do is to believe.

To believe in all those which we always believe in

to put a little more faith.

Let's move as a whole

and make it happens.

Miracles will not happen easily yet we should never stop believing

what does it take to believe in all those things we believe in all along?

Yes, it's your heart.

[I would accept your sorrow
and I would share my joy
if you strayed, I would reprimand you
And when you found yourself in trouble,
I would be there for you.
Despite you learned to hate this world
I would want you to love it once more.

You do not act saint,
That's why I love you.]

[let's go to penang and no matter what happens, we're still one]

Guilt So Great Yet I Never Believe It

I'm feeling that my presence in this band is beginning to overwhelm myself

nowadays just feeling more and more hopeless

I'm feeling pretty guilty

for causing so much trouble yet I can never make it right

those three are all so exhausted

yet I never compromise

I'm feeling very very guilty.

Please

can someone guide me to the shrine

or do I have to do it alone?

I know I'm pathetic and annoying

so I hope things don't get worse anymore

I can't take it

neither do them.

Apologize for a second time, 

SORRY.

hope all go well when we head for penang.

God bless us.

Maybe I'm really just dreaming

Found this consoling album

and if you're interested go search for " fireflies" this song

it's quite mesmerizing and tranquiling

it's lyrics plummet into my inner soul

reflecting me as the person i am

the greyish and saddening emo tempo

just suits my taste well

this song is just a mirror image of a person 

like me.

the lyrics:

You would not believe your eyes
If ten million fireflies
Light up the world as i fell asleep
Cause they fill the open air
And leave teardrops everywhere
You'd think me rude
But i wouuld just stand and stare
I'd like to make myself believe that planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that i'd rather stay awake when i'm asleep
Cause everything is never as it seems

Cause i'd get a thousand hugs
From ten thousand lightning bugs
As they tried to teach me how to dance
A foxtrot above my head
A sockhop beneath my bed
A disco ball is just hanging by a thread
I'd like to make myself believe that planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that i'd rather stay awake when i'm asleep
Cause everything is never as it seems
When i fall asleep
Leave my door open just a crack
Please take me away from here
Cause i feel like such an insomniac

Please take me away from here
Why do i tire of counting sheep
Please take me away from here
When i'm far too tired to fall asleep
To ten million fireflies
I'm weird cause i hate goodbyes
I got misty eyes as they said farewell
But i'll know where several are
If my dreams get real bizzare
Cause i saved a few and i keep them in a jar
I'd like to make myself believe that planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that i'd rather stay awake when i'm asleep
Cause everything is never as it seems
When i fall asleep
I'd like to make myself believe that planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that i'd rather stay awake when i'm asleep
Cause everything is never as it seems
When i fall asleep
I'd like to make myself believe that planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say i'd rather stay awake when i'm asleep
Because my dreams are bursting at the seams

Busy week ahead

Have a busy week ahead......there's the camp 

and then we'll head for penang this friday

hope all goes well cuz those bands we're dealing with are no kidding

heard they're pretty good

omg i don't want to let my band down...

and i wanna say is streamyx u suck!!

the internet seemed slower and slower everyday 

goddamn it==

i hate this country's government.

I want to discover it

always lacking something crucial which i always know all along

deep inside my heart core where i can sense this peculiar feeling

yet i can never grasp it

never ever

i may be glorious on the outside

but i'm nothing on the inside

i always fail to meet expectations

which the reason i will never discover

i always want to achiever something

yet i never will do it

so please tell me 

what am i lacking?

to awaken the sleeping beast inside me

to form everlasting willpower

to always sleep peacefully every single night

to get rid of that full- of - guilty feeling

to be the lulaby everyone will never reject

to be more expectant and aware

so what is it?

the flame i saw faintly and quirky 

from the moment i was born until now

which i knew will never dies.

Hillsong

Today band not quite in condition

running nose ==

so cannot perform my best

so sorry huang yu

i promise there won't be a second time.

and i found out that i like hillsongs

XD

what an odd thing for non- christians

but i just like it

for no particular reason.

[I like everything precious]

What's so Important in your life

What's so important anyway when you have them watching your steps and warning you of the danger ahead, What's so important anyway when you have them as your comfort sofa and chime in lulaby into your ears every single night..........so what's so important anyway? THEY will always guide you to your very own shrine, making you the happiest being alive.

Let's Sing the Melodies of Christmas~

I love this festive mood soooooooooo much~

I guess you'll be wondering why

yeah it's December dude!!

December means cherish this atmosphere

means laughing non- stop with friends

means shopping with all the money we save the whole year

means exchange of words of hope and wonder

means carol of hope shrouding the entire city

means friends are all we need as well as family!!!!!!

yeah you're so right 

Christmas' around the corner man~~

soon it'll be new year

so let's appreciate all of these while we still can

Cheers!!!!!

P.S. happy birthday to SHAWN my junior~

Times Square Edmund's Birthday

Today went to Times Square to celebrate Edmund's birthday

haha

happy birthday ~

Pei Qin, Siew Hong , Qai Jiang, Weng Kheng, Carmen and Eunice went together with us

along with some of his form 4 friends

Had lunch at Gasoline ...........

and went shopping with Edmund

Bought this Adidas bag , my third bag of the year~

 

and then gone home ad......haha

the photos will be uploaded when i get those photos later '

and P.S. carmen , I don't forget your birthday intentionally

I've just suffered temporarily memory loss....haha~

anyway I promise your birthday next year will not be dull

unless i forget it ~~haha

Facebook

Here's something regarding Mei Chian's facebook account
I heard that it's hacked so
all her friends pls add her at

mei_chian@live.com 

or go this link

http://www.facebook.com/home.php?ref=home#/profile.php?id=100000547992095&ref=ts

Preparing for the band exchange

Nothing special nowadays if you're curious

just practise band thrice a week

and found myself improve a bit
quite happy cuz i'm really pathetic

gambated myself because we're going to penang soon

still undecided whether i'm supposed to go to SK concert

and go celebrate Edmund's birthday

well.

that's all i wanna say.

[We're always all in this together]

Avatar Official Movie Review 2009

In the epic action adventure fantasy "Avatar", James Cameron, the director of "Titanic", takes us to a spectacular new world beyond our imagination. On the distant moon Pandora, a reluctant hero embarks on a journey of redemption, discovery and unexpected love - as he leads a heroic battle to save a civilization.

The story’s protagonist, Jake Sully, is an ex-Marine who was wounded and paralyzed from the waist down in combat on Earth. In order to participate in the Avatar program, which will give him a healthy body, Jake agrees to travel to Pandora, a lush rainforest environment filled with incredible life forms – some beautiful, many terrifying. Pandora is also the home to the Na’vi, a humanoid race that lives at what we consider to be a primate level, but they are actually much more evolved than humans. Ten feet tall and blue skinned, the Na’vi live harmoniously within their unspoiled world. But as humans encroach on Pandora in search of valuable minerals, the Na’vi’s very existence is threatened – and their warrior abilities unleashed.

Jake has unwittingly been recruited to become part of this encroachment. Since humans are unable to breathe the air on Pandora, they have created genetically-bred human-Na’vi hybrids known as Avatars. The Avatars are living, breathing bodies in the real world, controlled by a human driver through a technology that links the driver’s mind to the Avatar body. On Pandora, through his Avatar body, Jake can be whole once again. Moreover, he falls in love with a young Na’vi woman, Neytiri, whose beauty is matched by her ferocity in battle.

As Jake slides deeper into becoming one of her clan, he finds himself caught between the military-industrial forces of Earth, and the Na’vi – forcing him to choose sides in an epic battle that will decide the fate of an entire world.

Conceived 14 years ago and over four years in the making, "Avatar" breaks new ground in delivering a fully immersive, emotional story and reinvents the moviegoing experience.

 COMING THIS FALL 18 DECEMBER..........MOVIE TRAILER ON http://www.avatarmovie.com/

Call Of Duty : Modern Warfare 2 - Plot

Modern Warfare 2 is set five years after the conclusion of Call of Duty 4. Despite the efforts of the MarinesSAS, the Ultranationalists seize control of Russia and declare Imran Zakhaev a hero and martyr, erecting a statue of him in the heart of Red Square. Meanwhile, Vladimir Makarov, one of Zakhaev's former lieutenants, begins a campaign against Europe by committing numerous acts of terrorism.^[31] and the 

The game begins in Afghanistan, where US Army Ranger Private First Class Joseph Allen helps take an Afghan city from an army of militants. Impressed by his performance, General Shepherd recruits Allen into the CIA for an undercover operation. Meanwhile, two other members of the task force, Captain "Soap" MacTavish and Sergeant Gary "Roach" Sanderson infiltrate an airbase in Kazakhstan to recover a lost ACS module from a downed satellite. Shepherd then sends Allen on an undercover mission for the CIA in Russia in order to get close to Makarov. Allen, under the alias "Alexei Borodin," joins Makarov in a brutal massacre of unarmed civilians waiting in a terminal at fictional Zakhaev International Airport in Moscow. Makarov, however, is aware of Allen's true identity and ensures that he and the other terrorists speak only in English during the attack. Before leaving, he kills Allen and exposes his identity as an American, so that the Russian police will believe he is responsible for the attack.^[31]

^{More Details can be found on Wikipedia.}

Please Do Not Post Any Comment- Namewee latest video

What I'm going to post now may violate any principles and may be unsuitable for a particular group of viewers

So I'm warning you

If you feel unconfortable about it ( if you run this link)

please don't share any comment in this blog

instead you should e- mail me directly of call me personally to express those feelings of yours

This is Namewee latest video about the sucking TNB of malaysia............

Please beware and enjoy.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hAHQGvFqcSE

P.S.  Details about CALL OF DUTY should be posted next post.

Call Of Duty : Modern Warfare 2 - Intro

Modern Warfare 2 features a cooperative mode entitled Special Ops, which consists of independent missions similar in design to the "Mile High Club" epilogue mission from Call of Duty 4.^[20Most of the Special Ops missions may be played alone, but support two player cooperative play,^[14] in which two players can play together locally or online.^[21] Such mode includes scenarios such as a snowmobile race between the two players, one player providing air support from an AC-130 with the other player conducting operations on the ground, capturing an enemy compound, and searching areas for and eliminating 40 or more enemies at a time.^[11]

Special Ops is divided into five separate groups of missions: Alpha, Bravo, Charlie, Delta, and Echo. Each mission may be played at three difficulty levels: regular, hardened, or veteran. Successfully completing a mission earns the players stars; there are up to three stars available for each mission: one star for completing the mission on regular difficulty, two for hardened, and three for veteran. Once enough stars are earned, more missions can be unlocked.^[21] There are a total of 23 missions, and 69 stars available for unlock. At the end of each mission, a statistics screen displays how long the player(s) took in order to complete the level and how many kills were scored, among other data.

 

 For more Details will be posted on the next post^^ stay tuned.

New Design

Change Layout again .............ahahahahahhaha

this is idea I get from online tutorial

I think this is much more better in many ways compared to the ones before

more stylish, Avant Garde...................hmm

Anyway hope you all like it!!

Finally

Finally get what I want for so long

but the screen is a bit too small in case you noticed it

aizz

is laptop nowadays like this??

But finally I have it

what a great relief!!!

Start of Something New

Firstly ,

many thanks to Jau Ni for helping me

doing this new template

after going through so much trouble

But I still can't really do what I want

maybe I'll learn more about it

.............hmm

How do you think about this template?^^

Lonely

This is gonna be a long night
my entire family was out to a friend's Wedding ceremony
and I don't really wanna go..........

this morning we planned to visit Big Bad Wolf book sale at the Amcorp Mall
but the queue was too...................ridiculous
I cannot wait so we decided to watch 2012
We went to Midvalley and Jusco
but the tickets to 2012 was all sold out
so we ended up having something to eat at Secret Recipe
haiz..........what a unfortunate day
I thought I saw Leong Shu Min at Jusco...
she looked pretty well.....haha

Well........in the end,
I decided to watch New Moon with Carmen and Mei Kuei them next monday
after some worrying about the transportation problem.

Right now I'm pretty lonely
waiting for her to online......but the possibilities seems quite small
as most of my friends are not online too
maybe taking their day off to somewhere out there.

Lonely.......

I'm actually missing her now
After we knew each other since primary........( forgot)
I don't really get it why I will care so much about her
despite the fact we don't really know and understand each other
but Out of the Blue, I craved for her voice
maybe it's bonding ?
..........

This holiday is gonna be damn dragging
I don't exactly like loneliness
But it loves me sooo damn much.
and thinking that there's still her outside there
at least makes me think optimistically that my world won't come to an apocalypse
at least not that easily

Cheers!
for our everlasting Friendship
and will look out for each other forever.
Friends are God's precious gift to us.

Mika's New Album " The Boy Who Knew Too Much"

Mika is a pop superstar................

And This is His New Album " The Boy Who Knew Too Much"
The single " We Are Golden" rocks!!!
This is one crazy singer who will pump up your Excitement.
Go listen now!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2WknXCcVThI&feature=fvst

Appreciate Your Everything
Appreciate Your Everything
Appreciate Your Everything
Appreciate Your Everything
Appreciate Your Everything

Don't lose everything Precious to you
just like me.

Passing By~

Today playing old PS game

Need For Speed: Underground 2
haiz
so sienzz la.............
my friend bought XBOX liao la....
I want it too
guess my parents will never allow
but I still want some PS3 or whatever

and My new Dell laptop is gonna come
Hoping for that day of freedom~

Next year class is gonna be kinda stupid
but all boys in the class is like
OMG!
haha
guess it's not a bad thing though
because seems like most of them is pro at basketball
hehe hope to battle them in PJ next year
although obviously I'm a Noob in the game
lalalalala
I Love D.Gray Man!

Bonds

Bonding is a special thing
although you hate me and I don't know what to do
and I'm lost in my path
but I cannot just lost you if I want to do so
and you want to forget me
and if that makes you better please do so
because nobody wants to ruin each other
maybe my existence is just a hindrance?
maybe you should just forget me
but Bonds won't just break in that case
because bonding will bound all of us
despite of the time and space stopping you in your tracks

Bonding is just so special.

May God bless you eternally.

A Letter To Mr. Lonely

Nowadays your life is going on a hesitant mode
not feeling right to do anything
and Band almost always
But you like it.
this is the kind of holiday you will feel boring
and yet feel content.
Because of all your friends
helping you paint your perfect holiday blueprint

Actually you don't really like loneliness
as the saying goes
" there's no one in this world is totally lonely"
when you lose sight of your path
you will find somebody backing you and patting you on the shoulders
saying " you did a great job! don't be upset, I'm sure we'll fix it together."
and those people are call FRIENDS.

long ago you don't really believe in true friendship
and so you never found somebody you can rely on
and tell him or her your heart out
until you actually found out that people are out there
always care for you and make you smile every single day
that's called LIFE.

and you know the world is cold- hearted enough
you don't really can rely on anybody because you are scared of being betrayed
and yet why should you care?
there's always someone there waiting for you
and when you know it
you only realize that you are not on your own
that's really making you blissful
and that's when you know you're still living in this world
wonderfully.

Friends are God's gift to us
we should always move along together
and when in doubt
never fail to give pieces of advice
and when done something great
will smile and laugh hysterically together
and when you bleed
they'll heal it
THAT's called true friends.
THAT's what friends are for ME.

我和她， 她和他

今天很迟才回家
居然7.30 pm 才回到家！！！！！
我给他炸到。。。。。。。。。。。

今天和秀虹， 凯昌 一起等待下一个日落。。。。。。。。
聊了好多好多
。。。。。。。。。。
然后期盼下个星期一切会更好。
原神保佑。

Broken

Torn between her feelings and my feelings
what should I choose??
should I just let it incinerated into a thousand pieces?
or should I grasp it when it's still not too late?


I'm really Torn..........
right now she's facing her life's most important exam
and I am just nothing
a small bypassing shadow in her previous life

Yes
I may have broke my promises
but I still don't understand most of the part
I know you hate me
but I still can't let you go
I still can't.

Maybe if it's this way you're more blissful
maybe I'm totally wrong from the start
but althought it's lost
I still wish you

Gambateh for your SPM

The Meaning of HATE

what is hate?
hate is a strong desire that evil should befall the person toward whom the feeling is directed
or to dislike intensely
yes
I'm a soul of hatred
I hate people
and hated by people

I'll never be able to shed tears for those memories
I won't be able to be forgiven
by somebody who's been an important part of my life
but after that
all hell broke loose
and she's never been the same
although I will never believe fate
but somehow I can assume this is my fate

Be Hated
no matter when and where
or eternally
I will endure the pain
which I created to made her suffer
and picking up all the fallen pieces
of my broken memories
the memories of nobody

From now on
I will move on as a soul of one thousand hate
I won't be seeing her again
neither will she
and all those pain that I have the responsibility
I will endure it
I will live with dignity
and I won't wait again......................
her heart dies
so did mine.

XXX

today's was..............
nevermind
maybe this is my fate
I think I will remain like this forever
but life's still has to carry on
I might had hurt her
but I don't had a chance to make things clearer
I do worsen things.
If that's what she wants
then nevermind
I don't want to wait anymore
maybe I should forget all about it
but I don't think I can
so what should I do?
can anybody tell me
Why it has to be me?
the one loathed by her?
anyway this is life.
this is fate??
I don't believe my fate.

Big Bam Boom

Holiday's here...........................
the last day at school is so sienz
ntg much to say...
haiz
the long holiday is my big resting time
maybe it's time to think for next year and future
maybe I should change myself
or maybe I should think of other people more?
maybe
hmmm
next year there's more male in class.......24
what a stupid system
I hate this system!!!!
haiz

Movies

Shakugan No Shana

Bleach the Movie 2009: Fade To Black

Naruto Shippuuden 2: Bonds

A great moive................although this is not the latest Naruto Shippuuden movie
I went to Ikano Power Center yesterday and bought some Anime movies............
the holiday is closing in and I've planned to watch a couple of movies
Hope to get my new computer soon..

原点

今天第一次大组练习
是和form 3大家一起练的
终于事隔3个月多
又来往目标冲刺

今天早上全体AJK开会
讨论和更新了好多的事
特别是关于去槟城和别band交流的事
又有工作要做了

今天的练习叻
我才发觉我退步了
很够力一下的
看来得找回以前的感觉
我不想退步啊。。。
然后我在想着
想买新的mouthpiece
好像是6C的
可以放4号竹片的
。。。。。。。。。

然后叻
顺便帮SK宣传一下
SK Wind Band 将在26/12 举办concert
应该有新歌了吧
就酱。。。。。。。。。哈哈

从前

虽然做到了
但还是有那种惆怅的感觉
回头一想
我才发觉原来这个结果一点也没有意义
A班
又怎样？？
那班从来都不是我想要去的地方
而我也不懂该何去何从
外边的世界
所有人奋斗
开心的开心
流泪的流泪
有些我讨厌的人，看样子好像要同班
而我想要和她在一班
却好像不能实现了
看样子她跌出了前20
应该很难又同一班吧
为什么经过了那么多年
还是回不到从前

我还是很怀念以前那无忧的岁月。

I've Made it

Ok so here's the thing
I managed to scored as I've been wishing all along
And achieved my ultimate goal!
The Exam's results were out.............hmm
It seemed like I'm through

Ok there's been a time I thought that there's no hope
hope's gone
but apparently I'm so wrong
things couldn't be better nowadays
there's a whole long celebration for my victory
and that means a new laptop?
or something more meaningful...............

I'm awfully glad
that's so joyous
Thank God and all those who existed to assist me through my venture
for sunshine
for glory
for a better tomorrow.
Thanks.

我超显

又过一个好显的一天
没得玩poker
还要记红卡
我的命真得好苦啊！！！！！！！！！
B班 C班 玩牌玩到乱
好想骂粗口
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Disciplinary Act

Yesterday went into discipline
OMG
we played poker until Mr. Cheong came in
what the!!!!!!
I'm quite sure I had forseen this but still............
I can't blame anybody
Although I'm quite bushuang..............damn
just hope this kind of stupid thing never happen again.

Why shattered my bliss???

I thought I can finally rest and put everything aside
Well, the exams officially over and we would all reflect and..........
Nah, forget about it.
In the midst of bliss
one thing came to spoil my happiness
Why??why??tell me why??
It's so damn unfair
ok, maybe the entire thing WAS my fault............
you see, I felt extremely exhausted on Thursday
that night
when I'm planning to practise clarinet
I fell asleep instead.
Oh, that's not the worst part
the thing is that I woke up at 3 am and God knows what will happen
well, I threw up eventually!!!
I've made a real mess of my bathroom.......
and continued to throw up for 3 times altogether.........
until I dozed off finally on 5 am
made me missed band and piano class
Damn iT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I only woke up at 11.30 am Friday
and went to school drained of energy
although school made me forget everything temporarily
but the ache in my stomach never fade........
NEVER...................
aizz

End Of Apoclaypse and The Beginning of New Journey

Finally
with a huge sigh of relief,
we all managed to complete the torturing final exam
It's so filled of happiness
I feel a big shroud of bliss
surrounding me
and finally I can do things that I cant when it's exam
I'm on cloud nine because it's the end of apocalypse
and I'm super glad that I've pass through
So that means it's the end of our form 2 life
and I'm quite looking forward to form 3
so did everyone
That's so cool
from now on to the end of December
I'll be playing like hell
Wooohooo!!!!!!!!