Muse - Neutron Star Collision [ Love is Forever ]

I was searching
You were on a mission
Then our hearts combined like
A Neutron Star Collision

I had nothing left to lose
You took your time to choose
Then we told eachother with no trace of fear that

Our love would be forever
And if we died
We died together
aAnd I
I said never
Cause our love would be forever

The world is broken
And halo's fail to glisten
We tried to make a difference but
No one wants to listen
Hail, the preachers fake and proud
Their doctrines will be cloud
Then they'll dissipate
Like snowflakes in an ocean

Love is forever
And we'll die
we'll die together
And I
I said never
Cause our love could be forever

Now, I've got nothing left to lose
You take your time to choose
I can tell you now without a trace of fear
That my love will be forever
And we'll die
we'll die together
And I
I will never
Cause our love
Will be forever

Fading Away

Woah, too much had been happening. cant get a hold of myself....

Yesterday was fun !! the last time with some of them ...... together staging yet another concert

Well, we did our best and prayed from our heart... to get a grasp of reality.

The bullet grey sky turning pitch nothingness,

only our heart is burning with such flare and existence.

our reflection on the crystal- clear black windows,

the slightly distorted image was some kind of a sense of deja vu.

The anticipation and excitement welling up, mustering all the time,

and in the midst of laughter and life,

everything seems to sink ..... sinking motionlessly and peacefully,

signifying yet something unsignificant.

The vibrancy, brilliancy and omnisciency fading away

fading into the dark clouds, the tides of time swallowing up those memories.

I stare at the night sky,

wondering when will be the time again for us to be one?

It's seven days counting down,

and yet I'm still drowned and drunk

those phrases i read, "every meeting has its parting", " an ending is to nurture another beginning"

all those become utterly rubbish to me.

I don't want to leave all of you, seriously.

Empty Skies

Have been indulged in mixed thoughts lately..

cant put my mind off some things...

as I said, everything's in a countdown motion..

that applies to my life too...

maybe to you everything seems normal

I may be the same egoistic, carefree and sleep- addict guy u alwaz knw

But deep down something change drastically 

I cant keep track of myself, or I cant keep myself in check

Everytime when I'm sleeping in class...

I sink into oblivion... ignoring the torrents of chatter and laughter

Like I'm being thrown into another world

I feel cold, helpless and lonely there... there I try to pry open the chains of memories

but to no avail. literally.

I always know I have to forget and forgive someone even if he/she has done something 

you think unforgivable.

It's a sign of acknowledgement and sign of true friendship.

Well, I havn't really grasp that.... so there will still be misunderstandings,

confusion, and uncertainty... 

The key to an unbreakable bond is trust and belief.

so they say.

But to me, I found these two like a lie or hoax.

I may have been better compared to my old self, but still

The dilemma and conflicting soul in my body cant let go of me.

I need to really understand that , if not now, someday.

That's the day when I will achieve true friendship.

and how far is that day? I guess nobody knows that....

There's always some things that will awaken someone and change his/her life

forever..... always

Paradise Pinnacle

LOL...... nothing special today.

Juz know that this is gonna be some kinda hectic week.

I'll only really put my attention on my studies when AGM's over...

yea, still have much to be done.

Speaking of the exam,

Well, although everything's backfired,

but I'm still proud of myself ^^

hehe

really

I don't have any regrets or anything,

well, you can say that I have mastered the art of self-consolation

or I have mastered the single- minded affection for my well- being

Ok I admit I don't really get what I'm talking about... =.=''

Sometimes, I'm so proud of myself that I don't care to compare with others

and regarding this, I sometimes HATE people who alwaz cling to comparison

and to speak of this case in a country lik MALAYSIA !!

oh c'mon, gimme a break.....

Alwaz remember you narrow-minded people with no depths,

I'm not saying that I dislike people like you or anything,

I juz need to tell you, comparing like this aint gonna get you anywhere.

Not even close to your true self, if you realized.

Only people who are not blind can see success not far away,

just like that paradise on that cloud, drifting aimlessly and uncertainly,

waiting for people with real determination to step on it.

Rock Down to Succubus

I'm literally counting the days...

Yess .... It's down to two weeks before this ends.

What will end you asked?

Well, It's A phase of my life, to put it in a way.

I will enter another age two weeks from now,

and it's time to clarify the result of change this year.

I know I will damn miss all my beloveds ......

Well, it's all down to me to continue the passion,

the dream,

the soul.

It's make or break !!!

Let's do our best !!

Flame going Out,,,,

My heart is dying.... 

I always thought that I can bear with everything.

just anything you put in my way,

no matter what I'll crush it.

That's how my mind works for the past 3 months or so.

But that'll come to a stop for now.

as I think there will be better way to deal with this.

Ya, maybe I have more personal issues

anyway that's what I thought,

It's aint right or wrong, but I must admit everything's getting the creep on me.

I feel so powerless and yet so laid- back.

I plead guilty for this sin and I hope I can bouce back, stronger this time.

First of all, in 2 weeks time all my beloved seniors will leave me

well, not technically, but they'll pause band and this 2 weeks time is my last moment with them

well, I do love them, if not showed obviously.

Even some of them, I really really really LOVE them from the bottom of my heart,

I cant even think of the days without them in the future :(

And this week not a sight of bren already starting to take its toll on me.

I wonder, how can I live on?

And then, I gt a post- apocalyptic feeling lately....

I'm nt get used to being emo or wadsoever negative feelings...

my existence doesn't allow me to do so..

I used to laugh happily before,

but I realized my smile is not so earnest, sincere anymore.

It's more like a mask to cover up everthing beneath....

So what had happened to me?

I don't really know, all I know for now is to treasure everything,

especially on the verge of crumbling and collapsing....

I hope I can get my laughter back,

Cuz life will only matter when it's "laughter", "bliss" that we're after...

God bless me!! 

I know I sound really stupid but well,

I guess everything is in God's hands...

Insomnia Till Dawn Descends [ Holidays Festivities Remix ]

Urgh.

My body's a little funny lately....

I've been sleeping quite late these days.

the hols i mean... and by "late",

I mean it's 4am- 5am like that....

WOW.... i don't want to ruin my soul ==''

God gave me a wonderful mind, intelligence, soul and health,

I won't make it go to waste....

I'll fully awaken my power.....

Oh crap, what am I talking about =.=

Anyways,

this holidays are 

busy busy busy busy busy busy and

busy.

Not that I'm an advocate of influence... nor am I a businessman

what a lame comparison to begin with lol.

besides Band, I've been hanging out with my frens lately....

and all we do is well, some typical teenager leisurely...

we watch movies .... and then hit the game console real hard.

Like today, with some friends we even managed to scream our lungs out

not out of fright but sheer exhilaration and anticipation....

You see, we're playing LEFT 4 DEAD 2..... muahahahaha

anybody happens to be familiar with this multi- award best game of year 2009

muz knw how we feel.

wahahahaha.

Games are games,

it cant be reality.... and so I have to get down to earth once again :)

and ohyea, i've finish all of FAIRY TAIL.... the blockbuster manga....

It's soooo0000 nice!!!

when i've gt time any sooner, i'll begin with FULLMETAL ALCHEMIST BROTHERHOOD :)

miss quite some plot development, am gonna catch up on it.....

So that's my Hols.

Opss, did I forget something or what?

I think everbody's been studying, i mean my age at least ==''

Well, who would give a damn about it, so let it be.

I'm juz gonna be who I wanna be :)

so pathetic, huh?

YEsssss I agree XDDD

This Is Where I Met You [ Lady Antebellum Remix ]

When was that time again?

When everything's so pure, so innocent

So brilliant and blinding

I reminisced there

where everything began

where time started flowing

where flowers of love started to bloom

Where I met You.

I remembered that time

when the clouds drifted nonchalantly

when the rain splattered unforgivingly

when the world was still everchanging,

I found my world in You.

I remembered

the thumping that grew faster

the feeling that crackled in mid air

I knew what was bliss then

whizzed by your laughter

I realized that's all that matter... ever after.

All hell broke loose eventually

fragments of broken memories clattered 

chain of bonds that was severed 

I don't know what's life again

But then again,

I found my happiness, my hope, my heart

in You.

Well, I guess everything's just the same afterall

You never know what will happen next second

History that rides on the tides of time

the pride, nobility and trust that's on the line.

the courage to surpass time itself

it's the remedy for the materializing of true love

for the willpower to last, not to be swallowed up by darkness.

This Is where I Met You .........

Need You Now Lyrics

Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor
Reachin' for the phone 'cause I can't fight it anymore
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

woah woaaah.

Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothin' at all

It's a quarter after one I'm all alone and I need you now

And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now

And I don't know how I can do without

I just need you now

I just need you now (wait)

Ooo, baby, I need you now

Lalala

Plans for Holidays?

nah, forget about it......

But I want these !!

Too Bad

I was sick yesterday..... when studying KH.... 

damn actually KH is one of my papers which

i only touched it the day before the exam...

haha.... hope everything's fine..

the sickness and my continuous sneezing and slurping

made my life difficuly eventually

especially during BC paper 1....

OMG the first time BC get so low markss........

ARGHHHHHH~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!

muz be the heat's getting on me

i cant think properly actually @@

Tomorrow's the last day.....

maths ,,,, haha today can sleep early le

suffering through to the wee hours of dawn 

IS NOT WONDERFUL.