Disillusioned Solo

Whether or not the reality or truth

is as you had said be4

that still wont change my will and feelings

though there's some twitching sense of jealousy in the deepest core

but to me, everything's still the same

she had not changed at all.

he had not changed at all.

But still, shouldering my burdens to fly

my wings seem heavy

the sky is kinda further away

in this dawn of romance where my missing piece 

where I still cant retrieve it.

Time O time

when will be the right time?

Always, I cant seem to arrive at the right stop

hesitating

but you are indeed still my sole motivation n thrust

my life is made to shine n strive its only because of you

without you

my life hold no meaning

the stars seem to fall

the mist obscuring my way

Maybe,Maybe

the time to find a new meaning, purpose, dream

has arrived.

Knowing that there's nothing coming out from this ever 

tiring hesitation and aimless dreams.

these that chain me to the ground.