Live to Rise

It's exam days and all I could say is that it's been really tiring so stay strong people and drink more coffee ! =D I've been battling my guilt, questioning my purpose and reading the books at the same time, so its quite a suffering experience... I'm all to blame, and sometimes regretting something you think you shouldn't have done but done it anyway is a pretty funny thing...It eats away at your core. Scary yet the only thing you can do is to refrain from doing it again ...and starting from today everyday is very crucial and important..my happiness depends on whether I can accomplish my tasks on time or not. It sucks actually, thinking of all the days you've been wasting...please dear, let me have the strength and heart to cherish simple things in life.

Haha XD here it is kuliansi pic XD

Today (Friday) is quite an unusual day for me. Actually, I'm thinking of skipping my physics and biology paper 2 exams today cuz I can't manage to study it in time, and I feel so blessed and lucky that I didn't do just that. During exam the same old question pops into my head again, and I feel like complete idiot that I didn't cherish all the time I got to study in the past....and after school it made me realize how I've missed the old times. I went to have lunch at behind pasar that awesome stall which is our usual gathering place after school if we have tuition or whatever in the afternoon with classmates moon wei jingni yoonping and ah qian and it's been awhile since I visited the stall. The food was awesome as always and the scene of us eating and chatting together made me oh-so-misseeeedddd the time in Form 4 when I had those bunch of wonderful memories with my classmates.T.T Kinda feel old already, and I better start appreciating things cuz if I don't, I'll leave Yu Hua with tonnes of regrets. Anyway things get kinda better than usual today and I hope the feeling is not just temporary. I need the strength from memories to carry on.

Live to Rise is a song by rock band soundgarden for The Avengers Movie. Check it out!