Starting point

Tomorrow going kem kepimpinan.....a bit reluctant to go lar cuz I wan read manga xD 

Well, know that there'll be many people I know going...so hope wont be too boring~~

everybody who's going enjoy yourself bah~have fun :D

and after that going Genting on thursday~the band will have gone up there on wednesday by that time..will miss one day of fun :( the kem lar! we only return in the afternoon on wednesday....haizzz. So this is gonna be one heck of a busy week...busy enjoying XD 

Bought jor 2 Giddens book~ohyea~

Reignition and Trepidation

Woosh Im here again. I promised to take care of this place.

Well the recently-concluded Mid-year exams, I just hope all the best for your results, but it's been hell for me ==

Well, Im paying the price...the results will drop hellbottom, if there's no mistake. So what am I doing? Yeap I did nothing this past year, I really regretted that, and I hope it will turn around next time. This sounds cliche and stupid right? they always say that if we're still living, we can't stop fighting for everything. But I had abandoned my faith.

So where is it? This is the answer Im gonna find...

Seems familiar? somehow....

The holiday's here and I've got lots of things lined up, will be very very busy...but I hope I had the time to finish these mangas

And then there's this awesome naruto movie....dunno when out dy, but gonna watch it! 

                                            

 Somehow I will find time amidst the chaos and fury to finish all this...had been suppressing my needs and cravings all these while =.= 

Well then, Ciaos! Gonna sleep, band practice resumes tomorrow :)

Oh Just Let me Die ==

Sorry but Im really not in the mood to study...

even if in the end I studied something,  it's because of my 'trademark' 'burning the midnight oil' and 'last minute thrust' and that really saved me.....can you imagine all the while you never listen to your sejarah in class and

then tomorrow exam strikes and you only START it like it's something new right at 10pm ? well I did it yesterday == It took away almost all my sleep and I kinda feel like Im crazy and going cuckoo...

In the end I don't really know how to describe the paper... it feels secure and at the same time the answers seemed made up mostly by me == That happened to Chemi and Bio too, and Im gonna do it again for the physics tomorrow. Well it's a hard lesson for me to learn and I guess this is the furthest I will go in this aspect. I kinda promise myself, promise my mum not to repeat it. I HOPE I can FULFIL it, because Im suck at time management and Im a super pro at procrastinating and laziness... T^T

Exam sure sucks..... even if it's myself to blame, I still hope it would be gone right now. Well, no time to lament I need to buck up on my physics... Ciaos and give me your blessings :D

Kinda look like it's been too long a interval from my last post. Well, not really into blogging nowadays but will look to revive it soon..

Godbless to Us! 4 more days and it's over~~~

Where is the...

It's a mess...up till this moment, everything's a mess.

Sometimes, I really thought Im fine, that I can continue my life the way it always was. 

Somehow, things kinda changed  and I dunno why. Times came when I would slightly think back everything that happened all this while, and realized I couldn't remember all those things I had said.  Things that I believed in, or so I thought. I feel.....weird? now. It's not like I feel bad everyday at all, maybe Im just adapting to something new, because I feel that everything's different. And it's that a good thing?

The Mid-year exam is just steps away, and I truly regretted everything I had done in the first half of 2011.
I'll redeem it, I will. From this moment on, let there be guiding light. Let there be a way for me to get out of all this mess.

[Looks like I had abandoned my belief and faith, right? nope, that won't happen. At least I hope so.Godbless and hope everything will be fine....even though I know it's the biggest lie]