The Truth I Refuse To Believe

If there is something I really want to know

I really want to know what have I done wrong

I'm imperfect and annoying which everyone knew

and till today I realize something that in the past I would never believe

who knows my heart would become so fragile?

I'm totally dazed

This is the one thing I would never believe no matter how

because through rain and pain

the only thing that keep me pushing on is my heart

Since when my heart is bound to be broken?

Tonight my heart aches but partly my own damn fault

nobody to be blamed and 

I REALLY DON'T LIKE THE PERSON I AM NOW.

please,

who can save me from my agony?