Fading Away

Woah, too much had been happening. cant get a hold of myself....

Yesterday was fun !! the last time with some of them ...... together staging yet another concert

Well, we did our best and prayed from our heart... to get a grasp of reality.

The bullet grey sky turning pitch nothingness,

only our heart is burning with such flare and existence.

our reflection on the crystal- clear black windows,

the slightly distorted image was some kind of a sense of deja vu.

The anticipation and excitement welling up, mustering all the time,

and in the midst of laughter and life,

everything seems to sink ..... sinking motionlessly and peacefully,

signifying yet something unsignificant.

The vibrancy, brilliancy and omnisciency fading away

fading into the dark clouds, the tides of time swallowing up those memories.

I stare at the night sky,

wondering when will be the time again for us to be one?

It's seven days counting down,

and yet I'm still drowned and drunk

those phrases i read, "every meeting has its parting", " an ending is to nurture another beginning"

all those become utterly rubbish to me.

I don't want to leave all of you, seriously.