Nothing Special

Ok, I admit the last post is just a total crap... what is really in my heart I shall post it here...

Life's like this, when something is not at the right place and right time, the most glamorous diamond won't shine too, you know. We encounter people, things, thoughts, inspiration, dreams, nightmare, and belief everyday.

There are people who hate you. Those who love you. Those who protect you. And those who will be with you.

There are things and thoughts that make you rise, make you smile, make you grow up...  There are inspiration everywhere, amongst dreams and nightmares, that make up the core of your belief. You believe what you have faith in. But you can't believe blindly just to go with the flow or please someone. You have to be yourself, whether people hate you or love you. There's a saying like this: Say what you want and be who you are, because those who mind don't matter, and those who matter don't mind. These were the things in my head lately, making me think. You know, Im bad at expressing myself through words or language. Or emotion. Sometimes everything is just a poker face, fake and meaningless. But I don't make a poker face, I just keep everything in check, hoping that Im still the same person. But nothing is ever the same. I grow my belief, and I believe in what I truly believe. Ever since those years, everybody carries on and so do I... We change. Well, conclusively this post is just a splatter of mixed feelings and ideas. I try to jot those down so that one day I can still look back and discover the me as I am now. I hope this part of my memories won't die, the most fascinating and grueling part of all. 

And have you ever try listening to one song and can't stop clicking the replay button? well, I really like that feeling, I get to experience the soul and meaning of it and seek inspiration from it. Try doing this, and I know most of you did this before, and maybe you'll make a certain discovery. This is another part of me that I won't allow to die.