Untold Story

Twilight ended in the form of a million trickles that cast a nostalgia tone in this lonely night

I let the rhythm of the rain guide me, my heart feeling and grasping the glory 

I always remember why this life is like this

and always never ever failing to relate to the wonderful things around me.

but why

why is there a certain indescribable solitude spreading and conquering my soul?

Is it because things have changed so fast that I can't register to it  

or is it simply I have truly started to let it go?

Yeah, those were the days when barriers are scarce and we can trade everything without hesitation 

and we all realized the only thing binding us is loosening and it's no longer useful.

Not anymore.

I know deep down in our hearts we've never been apart

but then again, how can you explain this thing that slowly overwhelmes my whole entity?


I visited a certain friend's blog recently
and feel a bit down scrolling through her posts
the starting of the end? I hope not
I just wish and pray, she dares to dream and hope again
I wouldn't want to see her fall and break
Times are hard and those niffy relationship problems are a huge mess of labyrinth 
even though she's strong,
she won't escape from shattering into a thousand pieces if nobody's there to brace for the fall.


[Dont close off your mind

Dont keep your guard tight
surely you're meant to fly in that sky someday
just let it go, let your feelings flow
no matter how hard you stumble
there'll be somebody there for you.]