Heartless

Life is full of pain

because I never knew what is life.

I want to make it worthwhile

but everything just seems to go awry.

The sense of hope I've been rebuilding is gone in an instant

maybe I'm really just that kind of person, cant ever changed anymore

I do keep my words in my heart, but not in a way that will offend people

so let's say I do make you cry,

but I dunno the meaning behind.

Make breathing so damn hard

I wish this world would be a better place but I just knew it wont happen

This is the second time this kind of thing happened

I just don't know what've I done wrong even you've hinted or said before

I just dunno.

I just wanna close my eyes.

I'm so tired.

After 2 Years We Still Come Together

 

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

  

Everything was so nostalgic

yet we somehow managed to bond everything together

Cheers! for our neverending friendship:)

Rainbow Veins [ Heart And Soul Remix]

There we arrive, arrive at the end of the long routes of difficulties.Thousands ray of marvelous sunshine, gleaming off everything in sight, signifying yet another brilliant age. There we march forward, through the veins of the avenue, seeing bright eyes everywhere, the sky above is a subtle variations of blue and infinite white, the glorious birds flapping off towards the rainbow of hope.

And in the midst of everything where everywhere is balanced there like a rainbow above you, I find a road to a humble abode where our paths cross. When our hearts collide, I'll always be prepared to blend up that rainbow above you and shoot it through your veins, because your heart has a lack of colour which we should've known.

The silver sound is all around, mingling with the very essence of atmosphere, and the colours fall like snow, blanketing everything into emptiness abyss. Yet I know the feeling of letting you go, but I cannot afford to do it, well, I guess we'll never know. Cheer up and I'll clear your damp eyes, and tell me when it rains, because I'll go clutch your heart and will never ever let it go, let alone the million trickles of rain that we both know engulf all the feelings and memories of me and you, which when the rain stop and the clouds fade away, they will root themselves into this ground I call home.

There, I see a fabulous bridge of rainbow, waiting for me and you to reach and grasp it.

Sanctuary Against Apocalypse

Three weeks passed

suckish school still drags on

the most cherished part is still band

band band band

I realized I can't live without it.

The last fragment of my happiness 

I still havn't found it........

someday I wish,

I can really grasp it and never let it go again.

never ever.

when everything seems fine, there'll be something dark behind

well that's me anyway.

the tide of time and all those damned and yet so wonderful moments

roughed me up apparently.

I can never be naive again. if I ever want to.

tell me somebody,

what is the ingredients for my sanctuary against apocalypse?

This Very Day I Thank You

 My birthday.

For all those years I remember.

I never really fascinate nor cherish those moments.

although I have my family by my side.

......until today.

Your acknowledgement of my existance is my greatest gift.

I never really do think anybody will care for my existance all along.

but You proved me wrong.

although I'm sometimes pathetic and unappreciative......And so I lost everything.

But You chose to be by my side.

to endure everything together with me.

to cover all those wounds which was nobody but me who inflicted it.

Well.

You are all I wish for.

and wish for those everlasting bonds.

never will be washed away by tide of time.

and I'll live with those until the very day everything ends..........

BUT KNOWING YOU IS MY GREATEST GIFT.

THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING.

THANKS EVERYBODY FOR THOSE WISHES.

I'LL REMEMBER IT.

Last Resort

Happy day at Times Square

in conjunction with dad's birthday

bought shirts ......well

chinese new year's around the corner.

 

  

  

  

  and maybe I'd really done wrong...

so if it's possible can u ask that question again?

I can't afford to lose anyone anymore.

Beginning Of ........

Whew.

first time went back home with afternoon sessions this year.

ok today had performance about enrollment of 2010.

we played Latin as usual

and wow

by far this year was the most successful intake

an overwhelming number of 45.

OMG..........even surpassed our current members.

but joy is joy.

we still had to face the problems about instruments availability,

and normally the ones to stay with us with a real passion are normally quite a handful.

ONLY.

because to search for our next generations is real hard

especially those who can laugh and smile with us till the very end.......

and inherit those quality to another oncoming golden ages.

and the bonds.

and all memories we share........

someday maybe

our dream will come true.

but when is that someday?

can I persist until I see the glory......

which always shimmer in my dreams?