Hanabi

单身是我的选择，而我也会一直单身下去，直到遇上那个对的人 =)

原来我一直以来走过的这条路并没有错,

到最近才发现我的过去那一切只是为了某一天

我能和她相遇

我只不过在等待那一天

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Pledge

I met a girl.
I can't tell if she's special.

I can't tell if I have any feelings.

Probably everything will be the same again.

I won't love.
I scare.
Maybe it's too fast.
Maybe I'm scared because I don't have enough bravery.
Maybe she's just another girl.

But what was that feeling in my heart just now?
I certainly feel my heart skipped....

Maybe's it's just temporary? I don't know.

I feel so lost.

Vortex

Just back from the expedition, a super enriching experience =D Get to know more about people around me, get to enjoy the chill and super fresh air(although most of the time I'm freezing and shaking very funnily haha xD), get to enjoy the penthouse life with a group of crazy dudes, get to climb the most awesome mountain ever although stained almost from top to toe by the awesome mud and bleeding here and there, get to descend down the mountain in the rain with ultra cool wind batting on all corners for like 4 hours...and walk another 7kilometers down the hill to where the bus is, get to say thank you to Yan yi dear who help me the most and be by my side, get to say thank you to Xiet Yang and Ben for always cracking the jokes and gay together, and most importantly, Get to know people =) 

Most importantly, I get to know you >< you're nice....I can't describe the feeling..you're sincere, funny, your laugh is mesmerizing, and you're .....beautiful. haha..thank you for helping me and I feel its my pleasure to help you through the mountain walk and going through all the happy and awkward moments...and be just behind you so that I can always hold you when you fall. 

Best Trip ever :) wonderful and awesome memories together...

Feel empty after back from the expedition =( Miss everything there ><
Adrian's super regretting now...haha! but hope there's a next time for such event, I'll certainly go for it.

认识你我觉得好荣幸 

遇见你我好开心^^

Silly God Disco

Hoo~ hell yeah!! It's november already...in a blink of ultra velocity most of Form 4 had went by and it didn't really register in my mind and state of conscience. I mean, life's really vague for the 10 months before and I am not really happy, somehow~I missed my life in the past, but what can I do, it's too much for me to complain, since I had literally achieved what I had set out for this year and became close with some friends to a whole new level. Well, it can't be a bed of roses, I lost fragments of things along the way too. I miss some part of me that I realized I had lost it nowadays... is it bad or blessing in disguise? Most of the things changed dramatically and I had time to think through everything, and it's been annoying being pecked at by involuntary thoughts randomly any time of the day. Through time, people change and while some people walk into your life some will walk out too, and it's mixed feelings as everything is still not clear for where are these all are heading. This is the year of rehab and thinking, through the days I had some principles instilled in me and I hope I can be the person I hope to be =) well, most of my time these days were spent sleeping and listening to The Gazette and setting goals for my band...things are not looking so good for now but I'm trying to steer it towards the better. Oh wait, what did I said 'hell yeah' for already...nevermind, I guess I just needed this personal space and spill things out...I hope I can go well with my revolution and dream programmes, be it personally or organizationally. Right, today was the Chemistry papers, and I fuxked both paper 1 and 2 up literally, thanks to......everything. Yeah. Haha, Im not gonna linger on it, I'll take it as ANOTHER DIP INTO THE DEPTH FOR A MORE DRAMATIC RISE IN REPUTATION. haha, why did I even bother to caps that sentence, I have no idea...anyways, my rep certainly are damaged in all ways and I'm still figuring a way to pull it back, together with everything.

I guess you can't have everything at the same time, huh? Life's damn unfair, hahaha. 

Need for making a change. =D

I like this : The difference between a dream and a goal is a PLAN.  

but the problem is I always feel lazy and falied to plan. that's something I'm trying to change lately. Haha.

Anyway ciaos, 2 more days to go for THE BEGINNING OF BRAND NEW WORLD. Actually that means the end of final exam =D haha, can't wait anymore.

不知不觉,原来等待你已经变成一种习惯.

Chizuru

my left ear is getting muted day by day.


Maybe, it's better for me to shut myself out from the world?


It happened yesterday morning, and I had no idea what caused it.


Before i become deaf, can I hear the whisper of angels again? 


Can I hear the voices that bring me hope again?




Can I hear your voice again?

To be or not to be, THAT is the question

Feel like typing something~


Nothing's happening nowadays, life still sucks as always but you try fighting that and make the most out of everyday even though in the end you still feel everything's not enough and feel like total garbage. Nah.
haha just lamenting randomly. Let me share something. Have you ever feel like, when you're trying to chase something so badly and longing for it you'll lose something close by, bit by bit, no matter how small the margin and how unnoticeable it's happening. Just like the one and only phrase 'To be or not to be, that is the question.', you'll be amazed how often we ask ourselves the age-old question : Is it true that those that we haven't acquire are always better than those that we've owned? Is it always true that the greed and desire of petty humans knows no boundaries and the reason humans fall is because of not knowing that appreciation is the only way to get hold of happiness? We are all dreamers. very often, we set sights on things that're better and seek for greener pastures, all in the name of dream and to lead better lives. Yet, in the pursuit of something possibly unknown, we lose sight of things that we once cherished and loved. Life's fleeting and the only thing permanent is the moment when we arrive at truth and realization. Yes, we will go for our dreams with full throttle no matter the obstacle but we always feel empty. Ok now I'm not sure where this is going again, so I'll leave it right here, like a cliffhanger. Conclusion, this passage sums up my feelings recently and I'm wondering whether the path I've taken is worthwhile or not. Maybe, maybe by the time I realized it, that will be the start of another story in my life.


Life's fleeting and death's unforgiving, cherish every moment with your loved ones and be happy. =)

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Changed some songs =) 

I guess my blog now is almost deserted already, with no visits nowadays. Haha.

Nevermind, I like my blog anyhow and lookout for it cuz I think it'll be revived :)))