LOVE SONG

Love Song - Big Bang (English Meaning)

[TOP]
One woman is becoming disaster
Even though a man is still singing
I’m tearing up at the thought of break up




[DAESUNG]
I can’t touch you, I know yeah eh
I’m falling, catch me (hello)

[GD]
I hate this love song… I hate this love song..
I hate this love song… I hate this love song.. x2

[TAEYANG]
I hate this love song, I’ll never sing it again
So I can stop thinking of you, so I can finally forget you

[SEUNGRI]
I hate this love song, I’m going to sing it with a smile
In order to cure your loneliness, I’m going to you now
ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh-hoo

[GD]
I’m scared, this world is meaningless
Take me to where you are, a place with the moon and stars

[DAESUNG]
We were so beautiful, you know
You taught me what love was, hello

[TAEYANG]
I hate this love song… I hate this love song..
I hate this love song… I hate this love song..

[GD]
I hate this love song… I hate this love song..
I hate this love song… I hate this love song..

[TAEYANG]
I hate this love song, I’ll never sing it again
So I can stop thinking of you, so I can finally forget you

[GD]
I hate this love song, I’m going to sing it with a smile
In order to cure your loneliness, I’m going to you now
ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh-hoo

[TOP]
The warm rays of the sun are of another world
The field of reeds are dancing all alone
I remain paused at a green hill, holding a conversation I’ve yet to finish with her
The sky is of an expressionless face that holds no answers
You’re probably hiding behind the clouds, you’re probably a star

[GD]
I close my eyes and feel your breath, I dream of you
A smile spreads across my lips, you’re breathing with me now
Time, please stop, don’t divide her and I
Wind, stop blowing, this is my last letter to you

[TAEYANG]
I hate this love song, I’ll never sing it again
So I can stop thinking of you, so I can finally forget you

[SEUNGRI]
I hate this love song, I’m going to sing it with a smile
In order to cure your loneliness, I’m going to you now
ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh-hoo

[TAEYANG]
Oh I hate this love song.. 3x




Just suddenly want to know the meaning behind this song...although it's already a long time ago song, but still it touches :) Nice lyrics....

Hearts

Just watched Badminton Olympic Final..... though brokenhearted but our hearts will still go on with you Datuk Lee :) It was really really close....that shattered and sad look on his face after the match, I guessed it saddened the whole nation. Just like Szu Hui said, he is Malaysia's number 1 in our hearts :D

This was one of the few moments I am actually proud to be a Malyasian. The sport and LCW alone bring the whole country together...regardless of ethnicity and color. Really wish that the same thing happens in elsewhere. Cant stand the protruding racism in Malaysia society.

INTUITION

Somehow. Someday. Im gonna repay all the debts in my own way, trying my best to express the gratitude to those who have helped me before. Although I can't say Im perfect now, but I do feel stronger in heart...although sometimes I of course, will have doubts. about friendship. about future. about those that are important. We are human afterall. But somehow I will continue to hold on....there's no reason for me to back off, and Im glad I won't find excuses and reasons to run away from things anymore :D Hell, everytime I think of the things I screwed up before, the remorse and regret will flood over me , overwhelm me, as it is obvious to me now that I have the ability to solve them... it is just that my heart was not right before.

Im still trying the very best to appreciate things. well, let's see things/people that make me happy recently:

1 Band AGM..and the presents X))
2 Tan Pei Qin ^O^
3 My gang/friends...spending time with them makes me forget sorrow and realize life is not meaningless
4 The Dark Knight Rises ..This movie ROCKSSSS TOTALLY FTW!! love Christopher Nolan...the human brain is infinitely marvelous. The scenes of INCEPTION are still fresh in mind even now.
5 B.A.P and CNBlue: everybody knows that Im not kpop fan but some of the bands are awesome :)
6 The Gazette DIVISION album: ohyea babe finally a new album! but unfortunately no full songs available for download yet.... :(
7 playing basketball: BASKETBALL IS ABOUT SOUL, its not only a sport XD
8 improvement in piano. lets say that Im still unsatisfied with my skills and all those...but next wednesday is piano exam, have to try my best><
9 Seeing those precious and friends around you happy, gives me the most happiness =D

LIFE. You are not born to please somebody else. Just be yourself =D I love this quote so much...but for me personally, if those are the people I cherish, to do something to make them happy...whatever I do is worth it, even though after some time it will maybe be forgotten or it's just temporary. But Im really happy, just because they are happy simply, even if its just simple things... I dont know it is good or not X)

But, just because I feel things the way it is now, doesnt mean that all the wrong I've done is forgivable. I used to ignore tiny little things which could had made a huge difference, I used to go back on my promise which I super regret it even now, I used to hurt those people who had always supported me..... and even though you stay in the band, I know how you really feel.... so sorry that I can't really help.. Of course, I wish for you to stay in band, dearly, because I acknowledge your ability and you have been really helpful, and about the Tshirt things....Im still damn regret now. On the other hand, I know you want to have your own time....do you know? you are one of the few people I admire truly...not because of your achievements but your personality... maybe you didnt realize it, but to think differently and do things with such unique way, those are the things that I can learn. I really have thought you wont stay, but apparently they didnt give you a choice...so sorry I cant help you in this, and all I can say for now is that all the best in whatever you are doing....and really sorry for all the trouble I've caused. Just, stay true and ganbattee :) I'll be here always

Goodbye

I choose not to say much.....there's too much to talk about.
What I can be sure of is that from now on I cannot leave any regrets anymore.
And I still want to thank everybody that has helped me through everything....at least I felt like things have finally changed.
I used to dream about the day to arrive, but without me noticing it's already happening...

Time really flies.

The concert, well, I won't say about it here, I just hope you all enjoy this performance :)

I just want to try my best to be sincere to everybody, to be happy, to try to help everybody when it's in my power, and to protect those precious things that I wish to protect.

Fighting everybody!

Faint

Yesterday was a really bad day, old feelings came pouring in again, and I've done the most stupidest things again. It's really going well for me the day before, but I guess I can't be saved anymore.. Coach gave me the final verdict, and well all I could do was to accept. I have no complaints, as in the end everything really doesn't seem to matter. Really sorry. I'm not a worthy leader, in fact, I'm not supposed to be called a leader. But at least now I finally really really know what's wrong with me. If you don't trust me anymore, it's fine.It's really something I have to swallow down, personally. It's painful, but strangely I felt a sense of revelation and relief actually. Maybe it's for something better in the future. At least I know well in my heart that I finally won't avoid things anymore, won't give up so easily anymore. All the wrong I've done, how I wished I could erase it, all of them, but time doesn't turn back, and the damage had been done. Really sorry, in the end maybe I didn't really love you all the way I thought I would, but like I said before, I won't look back. All the pain and distress, I will take it all in my stride. I had a chat with dad yesterday night, he really gave me the best advices. He's really the one guiding light in my life, and I can't tell how grateful I am, and it makes me feel like shit thinking of all the bad things and troubles I'd caused him.      

I really thought things will finally get better for me, but apparently it's not enough. Maybe I'm just living in my own illusions....I still couldn't fight the reality well. But really, I won't give up anymore. Thinking of the days when I'm so down and so insecure, I actually feel happy nowadays. You people probably hate me like a thousand fold, but my journey will still continue... and I hope when the curtains do fall, it's not a sad ending.
sincerely. Those who still trust me, no matter as a friend or any other way, thank you. Well I'm not gonna dwell on this anymore...while people are facing bigger adversity I will feel my situation is just really not that important anymore. 

Blue skies will still be ahead. I must believe.

[I will still continue losing precious things the way I am now. I can't protect anything if I am still the way I am now. I don't wanna be a fu*king garbage.]

Higher than Heaven

It's been a while again. Say hello to July.

anyway I just came here to write somthing, anything will do.

somehow I wanted to record the days and somehow I don't feel like forgetting these days.

人,很多时候,是孤独的吧.  我很相信这一句.

就发觉最近都很喜欢一个人    一个人想想人生问题

一个人看风景    一个人做自己喜欢的东西

一个人并没有什么不好

而最近似乎开始熟悉起从前那个自己了

我很贱    得到的东西不会珍惜

失去了才后悔   做的事情都不好   可能以前的错误已经造成永久伤害

就算现在想挽回都很困难了     在人眼中我真的很垃圾

不过算了    我不会再回头     就算现在还没办法去完全办到

我不会放弃的   我已经找到继续生活的动力

就算有时觉得活着没意义

朋友说你打从一开始就对我没感觉      心是会沉了一下

不过我不会 逗留在那里  至少我已经做了交代   心不会那么沉了 

你还是会是特别的女孩

只要想到你     都会有种希望   直到有一天这份感觉不一样了

我想那时候是我前进的时候了

不过是我没主动行动   所以不会去怪罪谁

因为真的那样的我还不行

还有另一个你    打从什么时候开始就很喜欢跟你相处的感觉

虽然只是淡淡的谈话   不过想到你    我就会想起从前的自己

看到你   每天都会有了去上学的理由     和给我一种莫名的希望

好喜欢你认真读书的模样     我想到的只有'温柔'这个形容词

还有你    或许变的真的是我吧    不过我确实发觉你真的有点不像我认识的你了

你说是我没了解你   我想可能是吧    

不过我都一直在你身边    我没能力时我承认我真的没怎么关心你

作为朋友    对不起了

从小学到现在   你都是我特别的朋友

乐队的同伴     可是我发觉你这个好朋友

给我的感觉不一样了    老实说   有点不是很喜欢你的性格了

不过我依然会支持你    有什么我一定帮你 :)

 

还有你  真的希望你别整天因为一个人就emo 

我明白你的感受   可是有时很想打你  

想一下身边你的朋友的感受好不好

我不是称职的朋友    不过能帮你我都会帮

如果有些行为冒犯了真的对不起  我也有很多自己的事要烦

希望你会释怀

最近都很爱看日剧

真的很喜欢那种感觉

还有很多想看的电影    啊啊啊啊啊啊

还有很快就要预考了    唉

永远都会爱海贼王<3

Drawing Days

It's been awhile.

好了,其实我不是很想打英语.你们总说我英文好,不过事实是我希望我不再听到这样的东西了.我离我希望的地方     还很远很远    没法想象   我在这可还没对得起自己呢

其实我也没有什么特定想说的话    只是最近觉得时间变得很奇怪

不 应该说这状态维持很久了    我的世界也变得很奇怪    

度过这每一天     感觉都不再真实      很多感觉都麻木了

只是最近比较忙乐队的公演     希望这次    真的可以顺利

为我祈祷 ><
总是在想一些无意义的事物    明知道想了都不会改变什么

可就是会不断去想

还有就是最近又开始不负责任了    麻烦了级任     真的对不起了

杨老师    你真的是个好老师   其实我喜欢你教课和与同学们互动事

我也还没实现对你答应过的事     现在努力尝试当中    

很谢谢你的教诲 :))有能力的话会报答你的

还有就是慢慢找回生活的步伐    开始有一点以前那个自己的踪迹了

可我还是那么不争气     所以很多东西还是要努力 

现在至少明白了某些事情    也不会像以前那么执著了

然后很谢谢这些日子对我好的人    和让我领悟,从错误中醒来的人

就算对自己曾做过的事还是耿耿于怀    心还是好痛

可是至少我一定要学会不要逃避    

朋友们的陪伴    哪怕只是小事     如今的我会为这些事开心

真心的人    诚意的人     

很仰慕这样的人.

还有其实我还是没有勇气向你交代清楚

还有最近这些日子有你的陪伴    会珍惜

是你让我知道简单的事    其实就是幸福的事