At the End of The Line (?)

Still sulking with my books.

OhShit Ohshit somebody's time is running out

REAL FAST

and what is HE doing here TYPING a blog casually?

Omg Omg Omg Omg Omg

I know this doesn't sound like me

not even half of it

but this is quite a critical year for me as i have made my goals clear

in order to strike that jackpot which i have alwayz dreamt of

I know what should I do

how should I put my best foot forward on

what it takes to do that.....

But the problem is

I'm slacking and procrastinating, as usual

what had happen to my determination?

my willpower?

my dream and all my hopes?

I hate to say that but I do really sucks sometimes

especially right in the middle of something potentially significant

what can i do now? with less than 12 hours to go,

the piles of books never seemed to shrink 

I know this kind of exam would be nothing in almost everybody's eyes

but I know my all- day sleeping and playing and slacking attitude

has gotta be taking its toll on me.

Sometimes I need positive fuel and it came at the exact moment

but unfortunately it wont come nowadays 

or i would rather say, NOW.....

Damnit.... such bad luck.

I guess capable of or incapable of,

I would just have to do it.