Crushed..... Crush

Twisting and shifting and ricocheting

the course of life that laid before me

so tempting and yet funny

to be seen in my hollow eyes

I vow to fly 

shattering the boundaries that hold me tight

and die away with all my might

with all the brilliancy and sighs

that left no one but me to cry

all paths joined

and yet i havn't grasp the light

because it's too blinding?

because it's too mesmerizing?

or is it too hard to decipher the tides of time?

Life In A cOLLaPs1nG m0D3...... 

the glass of water that came clashing down

the torrents or rain that spluttered and shattered everything

the urban structures that shook and succumbed...

the tears that dropped.....

Eventually Life for me is nothing but these

But once i saw something

so beautiful and holy that i feared i cant breathe

I blocked that light that hurt my eyes

and saw an angelic figure

so familiar a sight that i cant do anything but hide.

But once i knew who you are,

I wont stop thinking of you

not because i cannot

but because i can never, ever stop that

for you bring hope and wonder to my life.

What if I say I Love You?

Or would i say

Can I Love You?

Is this just another crush?

or will it last for all eternity?