Heartbroken and becoming Heartless

Tonight's a whole mess for me............
I shouldn't online tonight.......

She said she HATE me............OMG
said just gutted
yeah you're right
This is the real big mess I left behind
Just because my own stupid instinct tell me to do so
I really shouldn't do that, you know
it's all because of me.

Seriously i think this will leave an imprint too strong
too magnificent
Goodbye.